Us ladki ne mere liye naa kar diya...meri wish puri nahi hui...at times (5 months ago) she looked interested in me lekin phir achanak pata nahi mujhse kaisi ghalti ho gai thi ki usne mujhse baat karna hi chod diya tha...pata nahi acchanak kya ho gaya...mere poochne par usne kaha ki mujhse koi ghalti nahi hui hai...
phir maine uska kuch mahine wait kiya...ki shayad wo mujhse phir batein kare..lekin phir bhi mujhse baat karne dubara nahi aai...maine maata ji ki prayer bhi kee thi...
kuch dino pehle maine rishta bhej diya...aur sai baba ki bahut prayer kee, ki wo mujhe haan kar de...lekin kal usne naa keh diya aur kaha she doesn't want any relationship for another 5-6 years...she only wants to concentrate on her carrier...but i think she doesn't like me any more...perhaps she is in love with someone else...perhaps am not a good human being in her eyes....perhaps i have done a big mistake...because at times she looked interested..
ab main kya karun...mujhe uski yaad aati hai....meri aap sab se request hai ki meri help karo, ki main ab kya karun? Kya main aage sai baba ki prayer karu aur sai baba se usse maangu? ya phir use bhul jaau? jo ki bahut mushkil hai...
Main uska wait karne ke liye bhi tayyar hun...lekin mere parents kehte hai...forget her and move forward...god has chosen for me a good life partner...but its difficult for me to forget her...because she is just the best...
god se itni praathna hai ki mujhse jo bhi ghalti hui hai uski nazron mein, wo mujhe maaf kar de...why dreams never come true? zaroor main accha insaan nahi hun, isliye baba ne meri help nahi kee...
main kya karun? please help karo..its request..kya sai baba se aage use maangta rahu? ya phir ....
Om Shirdi Vaasaye Vidhmahee
Sacchidanandaye Dheemahe
Tanoo Sai Prachodayat...
Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai