om sai ram
baba kyo ithna takleef derahaheho baba. mena apne saare paapokeliye maafi maangina fir kyo mere saath aisa horahahe. mene aisa kya kardiya mere ithan wishwaas karneke baaojoodh bhi aap mere dukho ko kyo nai hartheho. ye mera anthim charan he baba me nahi jee paaongi baba nahi jeepaongi. mera takleef dinba din badthahi jaarahahe,. aur kitna saburi rakhu me. me kis samasyase gujarrahihu aap achi tarah se jaanthehe, fir bhi chup bhite he. kyo ithne praniyonko dukh. nahi job hota nahi kuch horahahe. me marjaaongi baba me jeenahisakungi, mera sur fata jaarahahe, abhi mere saamne kuch nahi dikhrahe, mene hamesha aap ho sahi mana. aaj sabhi muje blame karne pe thule he, menehar kadam pe aap pe wishwaas rakhke hi apna kadam dala. jaha pe bhi job ke liye gai waha aap the, jaha pe padne gai wahabhi aap the, sab apne kiya acha kiya lekin jab uska poora fal milne ka time aya tho haath kuch nahi laga. ithna prathiksh mujse nahi hota. abhi kya karu samajme nahi atha. agar muje kuch hobhi gaya tho o mera galalthi nahi hogi. shayad aap ko wahi manjoor hogi. meri mom kitni tense me he aur me kitni tens me hu o aap achi tarah se jaanthehe. me abhi kuch nahi kahungi baba aur aap se kuch nahi maangungi. mere saath bohoth bura horahahe. aap tho karunake moorthiho tho apna karuna kyo nahi dikhate, kyo baba