sai baba please mere prayers ko suno sai baba. meri alathiyoko maaf kardo sai baba please baba please mene jindhagime kabhi koi galthi nahiki bus jaane anjaane me e sub kaisa hogaya pathhinai chala sai baba please mere galathiyonko maaf kardo baba. me kabhi kisika bura nahi caha please sai baba help me sai baba meri khoie huyi value muje dedho baba kuch aisa kardo ki muje dekhke saare log garvkare. please sai baba help me sai baba help me sai baba.tanuji me aap ko meri kahani bathathihu.mere dadki jub death hue thi thub meri umar9 saal ki thi aur mere papa ne jo khamaya sara apne bhai behan ke liya kharch kardiya. aur hamare liye kuch bhi nahi rakha. sirf mumbai me ek ghar tha. dad ke baad mom ne badi mushkil se padaya, momne bahut taklif utaihe,dad ke ek saal baad meri buwa jo meri dad ki behan he unhone muje meeti meeti baathe bolkar accha pan dikakar apne paas rakhliya. mom ko dur tha ki mumbai me hume dekhnewala koi nahihe. aur dunia bahut kharabhe kub kya hoga itne bade city me kaise rakhungi karke e sochkar usne muje apne buwa ko de diya. meri buwa andhra me rehtihe lekin mom ke jaane ke baad usne mere saath nawkraani waale barthaav karne shuru kardiya, aur muje ghar ka pura kaam karwathithi, subha se lekhar raath thak me khaam kar kar ke marjathithi. muje apne maa aur papa ki bahut yaad athithi, usne mere saath mentaly aur physically bahut torcher karthithi. mujse kahidino thak baat nahi karthithi, aur anita karke nahi bulathithi. me soch soch ke mental hojathithi. mer saath aisa kyo hua karke. aur saare logo ke saamne gandha gandha gaaliya dethithi. bahut kaam karwathithi. aur waha pe paanika bahut peeda tha paani nahitha. aur paani muje handpump se laana padthatha. akeli me hand pumpse pani maarkar laathithi me bahuth thak jaathithi, aur muje schoolke liye city me jaana padthatha, 5 kilometer durimetha. aur subha subha chaibhi nahi pithithi o muje tifin bhi nai dethithi. kahthithi kudh banakar leke jana. mere paas itna time nahi rehthatha. school ke liye baag baag ke jaathithi kabhi khabhi bus late hojaththa, aur muje bhaag bhaag kar school pahuchna padthatha. aur mere paas itne paise bhi nahi rehtethe ki me kuch kharidhkar kha saku,bhookse meri halth bahuth karaab hojathithi. mere ko bahuth bura lagthatha sub log luch ke time pe puchthe the ki tifin kyo nahi laathi. me kuchnahi bolthithi aur waha se bahar chalijathithi. muje achanahi lagthatha. o e samajthithiki me use mere paas rakhkar unlogope meherbaani karrahihu.kyo baba mere saath aisa kyo hua, me khuch nahi bolthithi mere dost bolthethe ki e jyaada baath nahi karthi he, sub logo se gulmilkar nahi rehthihe. jub me school jathithomuje ghar jaane ka man nahi karthatha ghar jane ke baad firse uska rakshas cha chehra muje acha nahi lagthatha. mene pura ghar bhi sambhala aur padaibhi ki. mere mom ko maine bathaia lekin mom kya kehthithi waha pe firse admistion kaisa hoga konhe waha pe karne wale uskobhi bahuth taklif hothithi, o bhi bahuth rothithi lekin o bhi kuch nahi karpai kyo ki o meri buwa ko kuch galath bolegi tho hamari family ko koi nahi dekega, kyo ki ghar ko muttime rakhkar bhaitithi. unke husbend bhi nahihe aur unke bache bhi nahihe o hamare ghar par hi rehthithi andhra me. lekin mere papa mumbai me kaam karthethe, isliye meri mom mumbai me thi. muje bahuth kuch sehna pada , thub muje kya lagthatha patha he e sub mere karmoke ful he jo muje milrahehe. me chotithi muje kuch nahi pathatha lekin o mere chotisi choti baath ko bathangad bana dethithi, meri kuch value nahitha ,maine jagdeme usko ek baar e kaha ki muje yaha par kyo raka kyo tho usne kahaki kaam karnekeliy. tho hogayana o muje isliye nahi rakhithiki me unki bhaiah ki beti hu balki isliye uske ghar me naukraamke liye. agar sachime me yahi kaam kisi aur ke ghar me naukarrani bankar karthitho me issath ke saath khushise jeepathi. meri maa ithni achihena ki dunia me koi nahihe, bagwaan ne uske saath bahuth bura kiya. o kya karthi bichari uske saamne aur koi option nahitha. mere ghar me mere uncles aur auntys koi bhi buwa ke saamne kuch nahi boltha aur o jo kahathithi wahi hota. meri dadine bhi mere saath bahur bura kiya o khabhi bhi muje apne pothi jaise nahi dekhtiti hamesha galiya dethithi. aur sublogoko bathithi ki ghar me kuch kaam nahi karthihe, meri buwa bhi mere saath ghar ka pura kaam karwathithi. khana bhi mehi banathithi. aur kabhi namak thoda sa bhi khamhuwa tho pura ghar surpe utakar galiya dethithi, me mentally bahuth disturb thi hamesh raath me roya karthithi. aur subha utthitho pure aank suja jatha tha aur mere dosth muje puchthe the ankhe kyo sujihe royakya, muje marneka man karthatha lekin muje meri maaki bahith chintha hoti ti kyo ki agar me marjaathitho mere maa ka kya hoga. is liye me bach gai.
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