OM SAI RAM
Dear Sandhya,
Remember one of Baba's many promises,
"There shall be no want in the house of my devotees."
And he will never break his wows.
What you are facing now is a test, to show how much faith you have in him and are you patient enough.
He will give you what you want. Keep trying from your end.
Quite a few people who read my palm have told me, my future shows lot of money.
But the point is, its in the future.
When I contemplate deeply, I realize that I may not have the luxury of a car or coolness of the AC, but Baba has seen to it that I have enough to pull me through the day.
When I sleep I have food in my tummy, bed under me, blanket to cover me, and roof over my head.
And for that I am forever thankful to Baba.
So what if I dont eat in funky hotels, or have no health insurance or substantial savings.
I know that when I need it Baba will make arrangements.
I keep doing my bit through the day. Rest Baba looks after me.
Sandhya, we have to pay off our karmas. whether we like it or not. Look at the positive side, in such lean times, you have a support in your husband.
That's what marriage is all about. Two people working and supporting each other towards their goal.
Things will fall in place. Dont worry.
Baba will surely help you.
If you get time enough in a day, please start writing "OM Shri Sainathay Namah" in a small book.
Do at your own leisure, and after completion go and submit at Baba's feet at the nearby temple.
One more small suggestion, if you can feed a hungry person/animal once in a day.
And if you are unable to do any of the above, the easiest is, keep saying "SHRADDHA - SABURI".
Till Then......Keep Praying!!!