DwarkaMai - Sai Baba Forum
Prayers Section => Sai Baba Help Me => Topic started by: AXBY on April 26, 2011, 01:59:53 PM
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Baba,
i am not being able to forgive myself baba. I hate myself, loathe myself. I dont want to anymore. All my life i've hated myself so much. I dont want to anymore.
I am not being able to see any purpose in life baba. What do i do? I feel so helpless.
I am just roaming around aimlessly. I dont feel that i have genuine friends baba.
I am sick of everyone being rude to me and using me. I cant ever even reply back.
What have i done to them? Why does everyone come ,use me , get success n go?
I dont know what i am good at or what i want to do in life. I have no passion to do something with all my heart.
I am sick of people making fun of the way i look. I dont feel happy.
I cant concentrate on my studies.
I feel useless, helpless. I've been almost passing for two years.
I'm sick of this feeling of failure. It makes me hate myself even more.
Help me baba,help me.
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Baba
It always happens. All my peers, my friends go ahead , move on, become successful,achieve their dreams but i'm always stuck behind. i'm lagging behind.
Maybe people like me shouldnt have dreams. They never come true. Maybe i dont have any right to have dreams.
Maybe i should judt giive up on them. Maybe i should just give up.
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Dream... n fight for your dreams... A dream without struggle is not a dream, a win without hard work is not a win!
Om Sai Ram