sai kripa

[adira]

thnx dear...for ur reply..bt d thing is he wasnt like dat.mai hmesha kuch b jagda hota to brk up kehti ti..par mera 2 ya 3 min tak rehta ta..phr uske bad 2 mahine pehle usne kha mai tak gya hu tera is brk up wrd se aur mujhe time de..so v ver nt in contac for 2 mnts phr uske bad maine parayan chalu kiya shirdi gyee mannat manga ki mere pyar ko vapas mila de...aur deva ki krupa se vhi hua mere mannat puri hue..par mujhe ab is bat ka dar hai ki jo insan mujhe ek bar depression mai choda vo vapas aisa hi karega to..and the most important thg is am nt able to leave him..aj sochungi ki vo deserve nhi karta mujhe par kal vapas mai uske liye rone lagti hu...dear mujhe sai ka direction samaj mai nhi aa rha..

[tanu_12]

omsairam

adira dont be so possessive.. he is actaully got irritated with ur behaviour, first improve it.. sometimes v lose peoples for excess possessiveness and suspiciousness... if u dont trust him just leave him... be happy and let him happy... and really if u think that u love him like anything then improve urself first...

and rest for rest i agree with megha ji suggestion...

megha ji how u doing ? hope parents are fine by sai maa's blessings

keep praying

may sai maa bless help guide and protect u and ur family

jai sai ram   

[adira]

thnx tanu ji and megha ji for ur reply...am really very happy dat u r guidng me and replyng my post..yes u r rght tanu ji
mai jayda hi over possesive ho rhi hu...hmm il try to improve my self...apko pata hai maine jab sai baba questns aur ans k ismai gyee tab mujhe yhi ans mila baba se ki ...dnt make ur mind suspicious..
mai use jayda irritate nhi karungi....mai chahti hu ki hamara relatn janam janam tak rhe..aur smoothly jae...baba mere madat karna..aur ap sab b mere lye baba se pray karna taki mai apne dimak ko bure khayalo se divert na kru..
thnx a lot for ur reply
sai nathae namah.......

[tanu_12]

om sai ram

adira ji

yes dear control ur mind... we will definitely pray for u...

may sai maa bless help guide and protect u

jai sai ram

[adira]

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[adira]

 OM SAI RAM
jaise apne kha tanu di..mai apne mind ko cntrl kar rhi hu..par di hum jise pyar karte hai unse kuch expectation to rakh hi sakte hai na..aj mai bohot jayda bimar hu..subhe se leke mai uske txt ka wait karti rhi ki vo mujhe puche ki kaisi ho??mai hi use txt karti hu ye puchne kya kar rhe ho...apki tabyat kaisi hai..100 txt jab bhejti hu tab jake ek reply ata hai...maine isly socha aj mai txt nhi karungi aur mind ko cntrl rakhungi...par usne to mujhe aj pucha hi nhi... mujhe rona aa rha hai...mai chahti hu ki vo mujse bat kare..mai janna chahti hu ki kya problm hai..kya mai use abi achi nhi lagti???par aisa ho hi nhi rha...na txt na cal karta hai...reply deta hai to vo b 2 wrds mai...mai bohot hi jayda hurt ho rhi hu...toh aphi bataye di mai kya kru,mera mind phr cntrol mai kaise na rehega...mai usse openly bat karna chahti hu...

[adira]

MUJHE VO CARE AUR IMPORTANCE NHI MIL RHA...mujhe dar hai ki vapas mere bachpana se hamare relatn karab na ho jae..isly dar lagta hai usse openly bat karne mai...

[tanu_12]

omsairam

adira dear

yahan mujhe ab lag raha hai ki aap galat nahi ho wo galat hai aur wo apko ignore karne laga hai qki use ab apme koi interest nahi raha pls dukhega thoda sa ye padh kar.. magar kya karogi aap? kisi ke piche jabardasti to nahi pada ja sakta na? kisi se jabardasti to pyar nahi karwaya jata na? jaise apko uski fikar hai waise use apki honi chahiye magar aisa hai nahi na...

kisi insan me agar hazaro buraiya hai to usme lakh achchaiyan bhi hoti hai aur agar wo apki burayino ko dekh kar apse door bhag raha hai to wo apse sach me pyar nahi karta...

aap jise pyar karte ho use ek kharonch bhi aa jaye to apko pain hoga aur jaisa apne kahan ki aap expect kar rahe ho ki wo apko puche to aisa hoga nahi qki wo apko pyar nahi karta i guess.. wo apni duniya me mast rehta hai... aap use message nahi karoge to wo bhi nahi karega hai na?... to kyun uske piche aap bhag rahe ho wo sirf ek chhalawa hai mrigtrishna sa hai...

unnecessarily mat jao uske piche usko apke piche ane do aur wo ayega agar wo apse sacha pyar karta hoga to warna nahi ayega... aur nahi aya to jyada shok mat manao qki wo apko deserve hi nahi karta... falatu ke time pass me kuch nahi rakha... wo apke sath sirf time pass kar raha hai.. life me bahut kuch hai serious hone ke liye uske siva.. usko chhod kar ya side me rakh kar dekhoge to duniya ekdam nahi aur alag lagegi fir waqt ke sath pata chalega ki usne kitana chhal kiya hai apke sath... har bar aap hi galat nahi ho sakte na ?

aap jisse pyar nahi karte uski care karna to door uske taraf dekhte hi nahi to imp dene ka sawal ata hi nahi.. pal pal me duniya badalti hai.. pal pal me insan ka man badal jata hai... aap kuch nahi kar ke bhi suffer karogi aur wo sab kuch karke bhi chain se jiyega...

khair rona to bahut ayega apko iske baad.. mujhe maaf karna magar sach hamesha kadua hota hai na dear... apna daman pani ki tarah saf rakho maila ho gaya to kuch bhi dikhayi nahi dega....

control karo khud ko aur usse uski yadon se door raho.... apki care wahi insan kare ye jaruri nahi hai use itana bhi special mat banao apni life me ki kuch aur dikhe hi na...

ek din do din samjha ata hai magar hamesha koi aisa kare to use boldly say goodbye.... be practical and positive...

uske liye rona nahi.. uske liye rona jo apke liye rota ho... uski care karna jo apki care karta ho warna definitely wo picha chhuda ke bhag jayega.... to isse pehle aap hi sambhal jao kyun kisi se khud ke atam samman ko thes pahuchana na?

jai sai ram

 

[adira]

hey baba plzz unko mere importance bata do...baba plzzz begging u..
plzz baba vo mere sat honk bavjood b he is nt der wit me...pleadng deva help me....by last 3 mnts am just cryng and cryng. atleast plz gv me happiness..maine apki tasweer jo shirdi se li ti unke uder rakhi hai baba ap plz unhe ehsas dila dena.....i want him as he was before......
baba dis pain is unbearable..i want ur blessings...
OM SAI RAM

[adira]

baba ap to mujhe jante ho...mai kis taleef se guzar rhi hu...vo kyu aisa kar rha hai..mujhe samaj nhi aa rha ...usene mujhe ye tak kha kabi vo mujhe chodega nhi..i dnt knw baba..mai puri negatv ho rhi hu...aisa lag rha hai sirf 2 din k lye ti vo khushi..baba  plz aphi use sudar sakte ho..maine itna wait kiya  aur wait kar lungi par sab positv hi hona baba...ap to hai hi uske ghar mai plzzz baba unhe ehsas dila dena..........

[tanu_12]

omsairam

thanks dear mujhe apna kehne ke liye....

adira dekho apni baton me mat ulazo... decide karo koi ek chiz agar apko lagta hai ki wo apko love karat hai to fir waise hi ban jao jaise wo chahta hai... jyada shak mat karo, possessive mat ho use freedom do us par najar mat rakho ki kab wo kya kar raha hai ? kyun kar raha hai ? aur ye soch kar apna khun mat jalao... use freedom do bas...

"Rahiman dhaaga prem ka, mat todo chatkaye.. Tode se fir Jude na, Jude to gaanth pad jaaye."

bahut jyada expectation bhi mat rakho... b simple and engage urself somewhere.. give him a chance to miss u...

jai sai ram

[adira]

hah didi mai jayda expectation nhi rakhungi...apne thik kha i shd gv him a chance to miss me...aur possesive b nhi ban rhi hu..bus bura lag rha hai...thnx didi for ur reply

[saburi1]

Dear Adira,

Just follow tannu ji advice...u kw wat, u need to leave things for a while..dont sms him much , let him understand ur feelings..u change ur behaviour and let him understand how u feel for him and that u are nt going to leave him again...u plunged into this relationship and u reacted in childish manner...he must be confused nw...give this relationship sum tym ....u concentate on ur studies or anything r doing...dont expect anything frm him nw...consider dat this is ur tym to convince him that ur d right person for him and u need him and he needs u....if he doesnt msg u , dont worry...leave it ....have faith in babaji...read sai chalisa...hv honest intensions....he will understand u for sure...steady ur mind and leave it to babaji..if he is urs, he will come back to u....usko trap mat karo...babaji n vapis diya aap ka pyar , iss ain babaji ka koi msg hoga...usko samjho...agar woh really aap se pyar karta hai.woh aap ko apni zindgi se jane nahi dega....have faith and dont expect smpathy frm anyone....ur strong and can manage things beautifully....babaji sab ka bhalla karte hai...unke 11 vachno ko mano, yakin karo....u will feel d difference....

[adira]

om sai ram
babaji..plz help me,ye sab mera veham hi ho...
baba plz madat kro apni is beti ka...mai is relatn mai bohot jayda  involved ho gyee hu ki kuch bura b agar hoga toh vishwas nhi kar paungii.baba plz mere madat kro..plz baba sab pehle jaisa kar do..i bow to ur holy feet ,i need ur blessings...

[adira]

thnx for ur reply
mujhe satcharitra saptah vrat karna hai ..does any one knws how to do wen to do wat to eat??
i dnt hav dat book...