thnx both of u for guidng me...
yes i really dnt want dis relation any more...just want to live for my family,bohot use kiya usne mera aur mere feelings ka..i shoudnt cry for him.he dont deserve my love..
but yes i want only one thing from baba,only justice
making him realize watever he did was wrng.aj k fast wrld mai koi kisi k lye hi rukta hoga,maine sacha pyar kiya aur uske lye wait kiya aur kya mila vapas dhoka..bus baba se itna chahti hu ki unki galti unhe dhikaeae...aur baba k uper pura vishwas hai mujhe,ki ek din vo mujhe cal krengae aur unse puchungi nhi ki kya hua, bt mujhe kya bolna hai vo bolungii...kyu ki hmesha mai sunte aa rhi hu unse..lekin mujhe ab bolna hai...baba jii plz itna kuch saha hai maine,apne sahi rah b dhiklaya ab bus vo mujhe ek bar cal kare...yeh miracle sirf ap hi kar sakte ho..baba ji plz last tim apse kuch mang rhi hu...mana mat karna,unhe realize kra dena..
tanu ji dev bani ji plz baba se pray karna ki mere bat ho jae...taki mujhe b bolne ka mauka mile,kisne hak diya unhe ki aj hasae aur kal rulake chale gae,kisne hak diya mere feelings k sat khelne vo b bar bar???all dis i want to ask him personally...so plz dear pray 4 me...am helpless
om sai ram