sai natha please help me(i've been betrayed)--please bless oh Lord !!!

[gajanan bhakt]

Sai baba. i loved a girl for 4 years.and trusted her more than myself. after 4 years she has now started liking someone new and she left me for that guy. sai baba i feel she has broken my trust and has betrayed me because she broke all her promises and left me all alone. when we were together we visited your temple several times and prayed for our future together. i feel she has broken the promise she gave me in front of you. she has forgotten all this. if she does not realise her mistake and if she does not come back sai baba i will never be able to trust or love anyone . please make her realise her mistake god. please bring her back to me. please pray for me. i trust you a lot sai baba. please have mercy on me. i've had several lonely nights crying all night and she comes in my dreams everyday. please dont torture me like this. i fear to go to sleep god. please have mercy on me now. i've been praying god whole day for last one month. i have left everything in your hands god but my strength to tolerate all this is getting lesser and lesser day by day. if i dont get any positive news till 16th of next month i wont be able to trust god also baba. i feel all the gods to whom i prayed are making my fun . i feel like ending my life but cant do that as i have a lot of responsibilities. i will live but i will pray everyday for my death as long as i live , if my wish doesnt come true. please help me lord

[rahul1307]

Sai Ram Gajanan
In my Lost all hopes thread u had posted u had posted such a nice reply and now u r talking like this. Gajanan the life is precious. I too think like u. But if baba dont consider that girl good for u then how he pair that gal with u. Gajanan think about ur parents.

If u feel depressed u r most welcome to call me 9818627551 or pm me. 

[Sai_Ram]

another similar story... Baba, exactly my question - i think we all are suffering with same problems.  WHY all the couples are not meant to be, all of us have got the wrong mate??

Baba for me it was 5 years, - 5 years later you tell me he is not good for me?? why didn't you separate us from the beginning?? before all the promises and everything.

Why are we all suffering Baba .. WHY aap ki sharan mein aap ke bacche kyu apne pyaar ke liye tadap te hain, when you are the ultimate proof of LOVE!

BLESSSSSS SAI NATH!!! i cry to you for all the children who are going through the same pain... BLESS US SOON! we have enough worldly stress, only thing to give us life and hope is LOVE... please don't take that from us... pleaseeee i beg you and pray to you for your children!! PLEASE!!

[gajanan bhakt]

thank you rahul and thank you sai ram. i still trust god but dont understand y people change so much. and if we r meant to separate y do we get so close to someone that it hurts so much.


i do believe that wat ever god does its for our own good but then wat about the love which was there. y does god replace the love between two people into hatred. i dont know the answers to any of the qusetions . i jus want justice god. if after ur blessings this is wat your bhakts get then how will any bhakt trust you god. how will anyone trust you . 

[Sai_Ram]

 jai sai ram..

I fight with these questions, thoughts, feelings, emotions daily... Every single moment i get in front of Baba i cry as to WHY??

But then i don't get answers, just the strength to pick up  and still carry on. I chant Baba's name 24/7.. and that helps me going.

Baba will sort things thats what i wish for,, if the person is not right for me thats why Baba took him away then all i pray to him day and night is please make me forget him. But instead i see more signs and hear more about things that reminds me of him. So it confuses me what Baba is tryin to say.

But just keep praying, thats the only best way to avoid any evil thoughts or us turning bitter and negative like the other.

Jai Sai Ram

[gajanan bhakt]

i know its hard to believe but every word u said is same for me too. i do exactly the same and am going thru exactly the same experiences. only difference is that i have considered gajanan maharaj as my guru and i chant his name. but i believe all saints r brothers and it hardly matters whom u follow. its the trust u have in that power that matters.
may god give justice to all.
god bless us all

[gajanan bhakt]

sai baba. u know everything. please tell me wat sin have i done. i dont drink. i dont smoke. i never even tried to betray the one i loved. i believe the only thing bad i did was eating non veg. but i have stopped eating that also baba. there is nothing more i have to offer you. i can only promise that as long as i live i'll be worshipping god everyday. every moment. i'll try to be good to all.
     this is all i have to offer u god. but please dont break my trust oh god.
   u give me several indications that she will come back. but she seems to be happy with the guy for whom she backstabbed me. atleast make me forget her if u think she is not good for me.
 the moment i close my eyes i feel like killing myself cos as soon as i close my eyes i see her face and then i feel she is with someone else. sai baba. please if u cant fulfill my wish atleast take my life. its the last thing i have to offer u baba. it makes no sense in living like this. i jus live cos i have to. cos i cant end my life. i only live a mechanical life god. there is no reason for me to live. there is nothing left baba. if u cant give me wat i want please take my life god. i dont wish to live in such a world where there is no trust. where there is no god.

[SaiShriRam]

Many a times, when we start likin someone...we also form a new world with other person and  we are so used to of this world that we hardly imagine our lives without that. But one fine day when we are asked to leave that world, we are nowhere. we just cannt think beyond that..

here I must say...being a mature person, decide what's best for you and for your future...

At this point...it may be hard to forget that person...but think in a long term....Time is a healer.....it will heal everything....

BTW just for your info.....almost everyone goes through this cycle once in his/ her life.

think about this calmly....n have faith in baba...

om sairam

[gajanan bhakt]

may be time will heel everything.but sai baba please dont torture me with her memories.the more i ask you to help me forget her the more u remind me of her. please sai baba. please help me sai baba. please make her realise her mistake and make her come back or atleast help me forget her. show me some indication of whether i should wait for her or forget her completely. please help baba.  i dont know if time will heel this or not. but i know one thing. as long as i live i will never be able to trust anyone else in this life. not even any god sai baba.
om sai ram

[rahul1307]

Gajanan bhakt we should not let any one to rule our life apart from our parents and ourself.
You r the one who lose some one who do not love u. 
But she is the one who lost someone who loved her a lot.

So Gajanan dont think of ending this life. It belongs to our parents. As neha rightly said that we start living in a virtual world and when we face the realty we become weak.

One more thing show that gal that u do not care about her and u are very happy without her.
I think it will help u.

[gajanan bhakt]

thank you rahul. i will try that. i really appreciate ur suggestions and i believe wat u said is true. thank you

sai ram.

[gajanan bhakt]

its becoming unbearable now baba. u took away my reason to live. please have mercy baba. every word that she lied to me rings in my ears loud whenever i m alone. to add to my problems i have to be at home for one whole month. please give me strength to tolerate all this. i more i try not to think how she lied to me and how she betrayed me the more all the thoughts haunt me. i jus dont see any reason to live baba. please take my life.

[saurabh.shanker]

Jai Sairam Gajanan ji,

One simple thing i want to say... if she can live without you, then why can't you and a girl who is not faithful to you, so do u think that she will be faith to the other guy.

Say Thank you to Baba ji, who have saved u.

 

[gajanan bhakt]

sairam saurabh ji,
  the thing is that i know her very well . what ever she is doing is not her mistake. she is influenced by something . i love her a lot and cant think bad of her. if that guy was good it was a differnt matter but recently i came to know that he is a jerk. and i feel bad bcos even her parents knew about me. wat will they think of her when they know the truth. they will be really hurt. i jus pray god to show her the right path and give her sadbuddhi so that her life wont be spoilt by that guy . please god make her realise her mistake . show her the true path.

[saurabh.shanker]

Jai Sairam Gajanan,

Sorry for hurting you, but everyone is responsible for his/her own actions. If you want to help her, then proof him that he is not good for her.

Just fight back to save your love.

I will pray Saibaba to help and guide her.