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Prayers Section => Sai Baba Help Me => Topic started by: prias on December 25, 2009, 09:15:58 AM
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Sai, please help me clear this misunderstanding. Please make things normal between us. Please Sai, please help me :'( He is very upset with me but, you know Sai, what the truth is. I can't tolerate his silence, please make things normal between us. Sai, please forgive my mistakes. I have full faith in you Sai, only you can clear this mess. Please help me Sai, please.
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Dear Priya,
Om Sri Sai Ram!
If the mistake is from your side and the mess is created by you, do not hesitate and go and talk to him and try to make him understand the truth to make the things normal before it is too late. SAI is always there with us and would defintely help you to make the things normal.
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SaiRam devotee,
Sai bless you soon. if you feel you are the cause, do not hesitate to accept and apologise. Sai bless you to over come the situation.
JaiSaiRam
Sai, please help me clear this misunderstanding. Please make things normal between us. Please Sai, please help me :'( He is very upset with me but, you know Sai, what the truth is. I can't tolerate his silence, please make things normal between us. Sai, please forgive my mistakes. I have full faith in you Sai, only you can clear this mess. Please help me Sai, please.
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I did try my best to talk to him but he is not ready to listen. He used to be a very good listener but now he is not even ready to listen to me. I even apologized for something I did'nt do, just to make things normal but of no use. Now my hope is only Sai. Only Sai can undo this mess. I am praying day and night, hope Sai is listening to me. I just wish it does'nt get too late :(
Thank you Chandasai and Subhasrini.
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om sri sai ram
om sri sai ram
om sri sai ram
om sri sai ram
om sri sai ram
om sri sai ram
om sri sai ram
om sri sai ram
om sri sai ram!
Baba pl. help......
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hi prias j i,
i ve read all u write in ur scrap to suchi,yah m unknwn to u bt den also want to give a suggestion,pls dnt do dis to dat guy ,n if u love sumbdy den do told him evrythng whether he says no whether ur marig wid dat guy is nt possible bt its s giaying dat if u love sum1 do tell him ,its now ot never. nature gives u many indications n if u r nt following those den its ur fault.
atleast follow dose indications n do tell him evrythng,dnt think abt consequences.if u people thought abt consequences den dere r many thngs in dis world wich wud nt happen as dey did.So its better to tell him in place of living a life with a regret dat why dnt u tell him evrythng .in dis way u live wid a regret of nt disclosing ur feelings n also for behaving wid him so badly ,nt attending his calls n all.
u tell him n after dat see wats happen if baba give u some indications so clearly den tell him n den leave evrythng to baba. give ur 90% first den expect 10% (wich is of utmost importance ) from baba. baba 'll do sumthng for u bt atleast u do dat wat baba indicated u to do
take care,may baba give u courage to accept ur feelings n to disclose it to ur beloved
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Hi Alkaru
Thank you. I gathered courage yesterday and I must say it is only because of yours and Suchi's words, I could do it. I did follow your suggestion and I tried telling him everything. As was expected, on hearing everything, he just left the place without saying a word. I am waiting for his reaction, but till now, no calls, nothing.
But yes, I am feeling lighter, very much relaxed. I have left everything on Baba and I hope whatever it is, good or bad, may He give the strength and will to face it. It was He who guided me into this, lets see what happens.
Alkaru, I have read about your problem and I pray truly from my heart for you. I pray that Baba fills your life with happiness. My Grandpa used to tell me that if you pray truly with all your heart for someone else, God listens to it sooner and fulfils that person's desire. I have experienced it also, my own prayers for myself may not work at all times, but if I pray for someone else, it really does work for that person.
May Baba bless you with happiness. Thanks again, for making me feel lighter. This forum is indeed like an extended family :)
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hi prias,
its a gr8 news dat u told him evrythng.Indeed i must say shabaash. I cn understand hw lighter u r feeling.U ve stressed urself n ur heart for a long time.Now watevr be the results bt u ve dis much of satisfaction dat u love sumbdy n atleast told him dat u love him.He is aware now dere is sum1 who love him sooooo much.
Dnt say thanx i suffered alot in my life regarding my love life n suffered alotttttttttt alottttttttttttt,so cnt see sum1 in pain . i dnt want da pain in wich i m sum1 face da same pain.
thanx u prayed 4 me thanx alot.i knw same is case wid me wenevr i prayed for sum1 dat prayer realises bt prayed for myself n it is unlistened yet n now wat 'll happen dnt knw.bt thanx as i still want my love to come back 4evr if possible.thanx
he didn't call u till now? Anywz hw u r feeling sooooooo relaxed! kita bojh leke bethe the aap frm a long time.
anywz bless u n hope he answered u wid yes
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Hi Alkaru
Thanks to you and Suchi, I am feeling relieved. Atleast he knows what I feel about him. I was carrying that burden since long and it was too much.
He did'nt call up till now. Yesterday he did send a sms but it was very formal and it was related to work. I dont know what he is thinking, it pains, but I have to wait.
Alkaru, I really pray and wish that you get your beloved, I can understand how much pain you would be going through and I know it is not easy. Even if we wish to keep aside those thoughts for a moment, something or the other comes up which keeps us reminding of our love.
Yes, Alkaru, even I have experienced it many times. When I pray for someone else, the prayers are answered soon. But for me, it takes time. That is why in my daily prayers, I offer others prayers first and later mine.
Alkaru, I am starting Saptah parayan of Sri Sai Satcharitha today and the first names and prayers I will be offering to Sai, will be yours and Suchi's. May Sai fulfill all your desires and keep you happy always.
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shoooooooo shweeeeeeeeeeeet of u dat u r adding me n suchi in ur prayers.
Happy new yr n may dis new yr brings for u all happiness n joy 4 wich u r waiting for.n dnt worry if he is angry wid u den he will nt msg u n we ve to wait for his reply nthing else in our hand.n u r true atleast u r free fm buden n told ur love dat u love him soooooo much.
n did he call u or sms u on new yr?
take care
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om sai ram prias ji,
wishing u a very happy new year.. may baba fulfil all ur dreams soon.. dont worry baba will definitely clear everything b/w u and ur beloved.. just matter of time.. everything will be fine soon.. take care.. keep smiling...
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Hi Alkaru
Thank you and Wishing you a very very Happy and Prosperous and fun-filled New Year. I pray to Baba that this New Year, you get what all you desire for. May you achieve what you aim for.
He did'nt sms me or wish me on this New Year, I actually waited for his sms/call till yesterday midnight, but till now I have'nt received his wishes. Feeling a bit low, but I have left everything on Baba and lets see what He has in store for me. Its been a pretty long wait and I got used to waiting.. Atleast now I know how painful the word 'WAITING' is..
I have finished 2 days of the Saptah Parayan. Keeping a fast on these days. Usually, Thursdays I keep a fast but now I am keeping a fast for the seven days parayan of Sri Sai Satcharita. Before starting the parayan, I pray to Sai that He gets you all united with your beloveds and then I start the parayan. After I end it, I ask Sai to give me peace.
Yesterday a strange thing happened. Small one but just felt like sharing it with you. We have a huge picture of Sai Baba in our house and usually when the phoolwala comes, we buy a garland for this picture. But, since last few days, the phoolwala wasnt coming as he was not well. I was feeling a bit disappointed that we couldnt get a garland for Sai on New Year. I stood before his picture and I said, 'Sorry Baba, I couldnt get the garland for you today, I am feeling very bad that I couldnt get the garland for you on New Year.' Suddenly, at 9:00 PM, the phoolwala came. He gave the garland and he went away. I was so happy. I thanked Baba with my heart. Baba surely listens to our prayers.
You know Alka, there are so many things which have happened in all these years, I really cant post all of them here, its an epic :), but surely, I will mail them to you one day. I didnt share them with anyone till now.
You tell me, how did your New Year go? How did you celebrate?
Hi Sonu
Thanks and Wish you a very Happy and Prosperous New Year. May Baba fulfil all your desires this year. Yes Sonu, waiting for Baba to settle everything. I have left everything to Him and now everything is in His hands.
How did you celebrate your New Year?
Baba knows how each and every second is passing. I really don't know what He has in store, but I just wish it is good.
Take care.
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hi prias,
hw r u ? did he call or u contact him? n 1thng i tell u dnt worry watevr happens.May be he also loves u bt as he is already engaged wid sum1 else den its nt easy 4 him to take decision n to committ dat he loves u may he ve feelings 4 u bt its nt easy 4 him to committ dis thng b4 u.becz if he doesn't loves u den he told u no wen u told him evrythng.
m sure my heart says dis dat he loves u 4 sure bt whether he committs or not in future b4 u dat i dnt knw.Becz he must be vry confused as he is already engaged bt he loves dat is sure.it needs alot of courage to committ dis thng wen sumbdy is alrdy engaged.Pray dat he got dis courage.
N dis is vry nice to hear u got garland on new yr. i cn understand he do miracles to u ,he do miracles . kash mere liye bhi ek miracle karte aur kash ab bhi karde jo me chahti hu,still get me marid to my beloved so dat mera faith vapis aa jae.Bt dnt knw wat happens.Leave my matter,all da best to u dis new yr n wish u get ur beloved
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om sai ram
prias ji,
have faith,
baba will bless you soon.
just pass his test with patience.
and he will take care of th rest.
baba wants to see how much u trust Him.
have faith.
jai sai ram
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Hi Alkaru
No, he did not call me yet. No answer yet. I do not know what he has for me but I wish what you are saying is true. I am just waiting. Everyday I wait for my phone to ring or I check my mail just to see if he has mailed me. I cannot do anything but wait.
Alkaru, I forgot to mention here that the day this garland thing happened, at that minute, I dont know why but when I was praying to Baba, in my prayers I mentioned yours and Suchi's name. Immediately within a few minutes, the phoolwala came with the garland. I sent a mail also to Suchi regarding this. I forgot to mention in my post. Then later when I was trying to open this site, it was slow and so I sent a mail to Suchi. I didnot have your mail id. I feel that Baba is surely listening to your prayers.
This is a positive indication.
Alkaru, please donot let go of your faith. Please hold on to faith. I am sure Baba will surely get you what you want.
My parayan is going on..at times I feel low, but I have full faith in Baba. Please you too hold on to your faith. I am sure he wont let us get disappointed.
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Hi Suhani
Yes, I am holding on with patience and faith. I donot know how tough this test is going to be, till now whatever I have gone through has been pretty hard. I am keeping my full faith in Him.
I do wish He listens to me and just puts an end to this never ending test.
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om sai ram
he knows ur limit,
and wont giv you more than u can bear.
infact if u give it to him,he wil carry u thru ths phase.
aur jab energy khatam ho jaye, ask him to give u his energy,
bas is phase ko baba k sath enjoy karo......
think tht u r lucky to hv his company n grace........
take care....
n hum sab travellers bhi saath hain h:)
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Thank you Suhani for being with me. I am really lucky to have been introduced to this forum. It gives me hope when all of you encourage me to keep going.
Yes, I wish he knows my limit, because right now, there is not much more of patience left in me. I may have patience, but people around me donot have it. I cannot ask them to have patience.
I donot know what is going to happen and time is less, I am praying hard.
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hi prias,
sorry cudn't scrap u frm few dayz actually busy,n cnt cum .Glad to read dat garland incident.Thanx 4 evrythng yar ve no wrds to say thanx to u n 4 ur prayers.
N sorry yar unable to trust on baba,i love him soooooooooooooo much bt why he do so to me.He ve to give my love back to return my faith,I want to faith him really want to faith him he is my life bt why he do so to me wen i trusted him alot why he didn't came. dere r many ques. bt ve no answer.
Leave it yaar m already upset dese days vry much.U jst take care n so swt of urself n ur prayers.U r really vry nice.
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om sai ram
yes prias ji,
continue ur endevrs....
bas keep praying,
distract ur mind n u wil feel k u hv immense joy within u.....
jo k baba se hi hai.
aise hi time kat jayege,
n leav th result to baba,he wl tk cr.
jai sai ram
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Hi Alkaru
Yes, you must be busy, just now I read in your post that your Grandma was unwell. I pray that she gets well soon.
Alkaru, if you have lost faith in Baba, I am sure Baba Himself will get your faith back on Him. He will make you happy. He does not disappoint his devotees.
Regarding questions, yes, we all do have them but trust me, He will answer each and every question. Please keep your faith on. I know you must be feeling real low, I myself am feeling so, but yes, we cannot let go of our faith also. I am sure, Alkaru, Baba will make you happy, I donot know why, but my gut feeling tells me so. Believe me.
Please get yourself up, I know it is tough but please try. I am also trying. I just finished my puja. I was scared that maybe my fast will be broken today as there was a party in the office and I didnot feel like telling everyone that I am on fast. But, thankfully, due to Baba's blessings, at the last minute, the party was postponed at the last minute.
I just said my Thanks. Alkaru, please please lift yourself up, donot get so low, I am sure, everything will be fine. Please believe me.
Take care
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Thank you Suhani.
It is true what you have said. Though passing of time is difficult, by remembering Baba's name, I am able to pass time. I am doing my worth, rest He has to decide, whether He wants me to live happily on this planet or not.
I am trying very hard to keep my emotions and feelings alive. I wish He ends this testing period for all of us.
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hi prias,
hw r u? thanx 4 ur prayer 4 grandmaa. N i hope ur gut feelings cum true n i'll definetly tell u wen it happens,bt yet its all confusing n vry mch painful.
Dnt knw wat to do ,where to go,whom to ask,n how to trust? Once my trust broken sooooo badly dat till den it is returned dnt ve courage to trust.
lets see wat happen! u tell me wat abt u? n its nice dat ur fast resists n party postponed.
u n ur beloved,u both work on same place? hwz ur job going on? i knw wen we r tensed den it gets vry difficult to manage our job bt try to concentrate on it, as m trying.
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Hi Alkaru
How is your Grandma feeling now? I was not able to post reply as I was not feeling well. Guess the tension is having its effect on my health.
Gathered some energy today. No alkaru, he doesnot work at the same place, but his work place is near to mine. Very near and yet we do not meet. His house is just 5 minutes away from mine but we dont meet. Donot know what Baba has in store for me. What He has planned? Only He knows.
Yesterday i felt like going away to some far-off place where no one knows me. Felt like going away. I am feeling very low.
Alkaru, the day you give me the news that your prayers have been answered by Baba, I will be very very happy. I will wait for that day. I pray it comes very soon. I know how you must be feeling, but dont worry He is there. He is seeing everything.
Take care Alkaru and please donot let this affect your work. Please get back your concentration on your work. Please try. I know we cannot concentrate but do try.
I felt like running away but I did not..maybe in some corner my faith is still there. Baba must have stopped me. That means He knows what is going on. So, Alkaru, just hold on..we will all be happy soon.
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Hi Suhani
How are you? How did your weekend go?
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hi prias....
th weeknd wast as gud...
it ws off...
i jus need smthin to take up al my energies.....
n th workin days provide fr it.
and very nice as well....
i finished my 21 days sugar pooja.today ws th 21st day n baba came to receive it .he ws thr in th cart tht come to our locality.
had baba in my dream last nyt.its just baba,he keeps me goin.
i m prayin to him to gv me a task of my intrest so tht i cn invest al my energies n pass th time.
n i m hopin to get tht next week.
n hw r u?
i knw....soundin low.
phases hain....they wl pass by...
keep urself occupied with somethin or th other to distract ur attention.
take proper care of ur health.
talk to us when feelin low,talk to baba.....
sai wil bless u.
jai sai ram
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Hi Suhani
Good to know that your 21 days sugar candy pooja is a success. That is a wonderful news that Baba came in your dream. That is indeed a blessing. Beautiful feeling.
I have started the sugar candy pooja too. Today is the 5th day.
I am not feeling great. Nowadays, I am just looking for answers from Baba. Feeling very low. Oh His answer, my whole life depends and I am not getting an answer from Baba. Let Him not answer, but I hope He is atleast listening to me. I am praying for peace. I hope He gives me peace. I badly need it. Cannot survive anymore without it.
Holding on Suhani..
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Hi Alkaru
How are you doing? Hope everything is fine at your end.
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Alkaru
Yesterday he called up and he didnot speak normally. I mean he was trying to sound normal but again he was holding back.
After hanging up, I wept and wept. I am feeling very depressed Alka. Its like I am unable to stop weeping from yesterday. Feeling helpless and dejected. I donot know what to do. It is horrible.
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Alkaru
How is your Grandma now? Is she feeling better?
Yes, he called up but he spoke in a very detached way. He was holding back. I am still weeping, unable to stop my tears.
true, this world is not safe and as you said I cannot get peace anywhere. But, I am feeling very low. I want to be alone. I want to run away from everyone. I do not know Alka, how I am feeling, but it is very painful. Even in office, I am unable to control my tears. I am rushing to the rest room just to weep.
I can understand Alka, how painful it is for you too and here I am troubling you with my stuff. Alka, I am tired, very tired, do not feel like going on anymore. I want to weep and weep.
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Praisji,
It doesn't who mistake it is but to make things normal someone has to move forward and thats what you did exactly. You did your part by apologizing and telling him everything.Now let babaji decide what to do. Whatever happens is for our good.I will pray for you.
Omsairam. Dont make people suffer.
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hi pias,
hw r u? Plz dnt get sooooooooo upset plz n take care of urself.I can understand ur condition vry well n dnt hesitate to tell me abt urself u r alwz welcum,hw u think dat u can disturb me?its ok dear n most welcum .
Plz prias hold urself ,i knw n same as u i cried n cnt control myself on my work place wen i go thru all mishappenings bt after u cried alot den also wat u got yaar? crying is nt the solution . N if u think den talk to dat guy once,call him or meet him n talked to him n tell him if he's nt interested den also we can be atleast frns as earlier.
U ve told him evrythng,nw he knws ur feelings bt dis is da only way to be wid him n to knw his feelings dat tell him jst be frns as earlier.
Try it on yaar
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prias baba will surely help u have patience..
omsairam
omsairam
omsairam
omsairam
omsairam
omsairam
omsairam
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hw r u prias? is evrythng ok dear? m vry mch worried for u?
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Hi Alkaru
I was down with high fever since the past few days. Feeling very weak. Today I gathered strength to come online and post reply.
Doctor said the fever is due to lot of mental stress. I am vomitting whatever I am eating.
Alkaru, I am trying hard not to think of him but I am unable to do so. I am feeling very scared and depressed. Yesterday I had a presentation at my work place, I tried to do it from home, but I spoilt it.
I am unable to concentrate on my work. It is getting horrible. Tomorrow again I have a presentation. I donot know what to do.
Tomorrow is my birthday too and I do not know if he will call up to wish me or not. I am very much depressed. I do not feel like celebrating too.
Anyways, how is your Grandma? And how are you doing?
Just saw that Suchi has returned from her trip, good to know she had a wonderful darshan. Hope Baba fulfills her desires soon. Also, the desires of all other friends of this forum.
Alkaru, I have lost hope now. I do not think Baba is listening to me. Maybe I do not deserve to be called His devotee.
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prias baba will surely help u have patience..
omsairam
omsairam
omsairam
omsairam
omsairam
omsairam
omsairam
Thank you Chweetujaanu. I hope He gives me patience, I am losing it now.
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Thank you 4urdarshana.
I did my part honestly and I am losing faith on everything now. I donot know if i can hold on any longer. I cannot afford Baba's blessings, I guess.
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om sai ram
prias ji,
therein lies th answer,
yes u hav faith,n saburi.....
thr is no tym limit to it........
we all are learning here about being patient,every experince is a new lesson.
n baba s thr to bless each one of us,
but we hv to bcm worth receiving his blessings.
think ths way........
r u gonna lose ur love coz u fear smthing,
or r u gonna hold having faith in baba.
its upto u to decide,k u wanna give up coz u r tired or u wanna cntinue,seeking strength from baba.
u hv to decide,may b due to ths weakness,u may lose it......,or ask baba fr strength,ask him to carry ur burdens n ask him to carry u thru all ths.........
u hv to decide
u hv to wait....
or u hv to move on.
n we r all wd u in any of ths......
as u hv sd k being worth it,ask him to make u worth it ,if u really wanna have it.
i had faith in u ,so i felt like pushing u.
u'l hv to b strong
hope u undrstand wht i wanna say.
jai sai ram
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hi prias,
Fst of all belated happy bday to u.wish baba bless u wid all u desire.
hw r u nw? sweety why u ve taken sooooooooo mch tension dat u get unhealthy bcz of dat,i knw n understand ur situation vry well bt dis is nt the solution dear.u jst relaxed do ur work as u r doing earlier be calm n let it happened watevr it be,mene 7saal me yai sikha he n its my own xperience n nw i'll tell u my conclusion.its da fact pehle insaan bda chatpatata he,bda tadpta,bda rota he,same here 7saal mene bhi yai sab brdasht kia ita dard ita dard ,endless pain ,still ving dat pain bt ab aadat pad gai he is pain ki n knw dat ve to live wid it n fst of all nthing is our hand thng is dat.
so conclusion is dat,do ur prayers,do ur routine matter,concentrate on ur work n honestly telling jo tumara he woh khud chalke tumare paas ayega aur jo tumara nai he uske piche sari zindgi bhi bhagte raho wo paas aanewala nai.U ve played ur part u ve told him dat u love him,nw leave vrythng on baba n fate. after all we cnt change our fate yaar,i tried alot but cnt change it,jo usne likh dia wo woh khud bhi nai badlta,agar rab ne apko kisise milana he to saat samander paar se bhi use samne laake khda kr dega aur agr nai to samne khda hoga par u cnt.so leave evrythng relaxed urself i ve gone thru all dis dats why telling u . iti tension leke i got stomach problem becz m like u bt hua kya jo hona likha tha wo to tab bhi ho gya,my beloved house is nearby mine,n ek tarah se khud uski marig dekhi,heard ladies sangeet n band n all ,itna dard saha ita zada,xtreme brdasht ki he kya kar pai main? Ab to aadat pad gai ve to live wid dis,yaah doing my job n doing vrythng dat a normal person 'll do by taking dat pain in my heart n putting a smile on my face,wat else i can do
hmare haath me kuch nai he yaar .So do ur routine as usual n dnt get so panic ,concentrate on ur work n mind it "jo tumara he wo tumare paas aakar rahega,becz no one can change ur fate".if ur beloved is urs den he'll surely cum in ur life. kisi cheez ke piche jita bhago wo uti dur jati he.
so take care dear plz n do tell me hw r u nw? hwz ur fever?
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pria,
baba keh gaye ke.. do chakki hai pisti.. ek hai shradha ki aur dosri hai saburi. nahi woh mange japa nah mange tapas... nahi woh mange tumse sona chaandi daan mein.. na mange di bhar ki arati.. na hai koi mantra.. nah koi paath... humare pyaare sai toh maange sirf shraddha aur saburi aur mann mein dridh wishwas.
wah wah.. poem ban gaya.lol
pria pls dear whats all dis??? baba brings a guy into ur life through dreams.. guides u.. promises u.. then why so many doubts?? im living with just one hope.. one dream whch i hope 14 months back!! imagine!!.. no family.. no frnds.. no HUMAN to suppotrt me or belive in my dream.. just one dream keeping me going.. tum toh sakshath baba ne guide kiya hai.. all will be fine.. pls relax dear... dont let ur health or work get spoilt... just do ur karmas.. all will setlle down..
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hey dear prias as alkaru and suchi said, u truely have to have patience dear this is no solution it, i also hav suffered the same and i also used to cry a lottt, used to felt irritated all the time...but after all i had to accept the circumstances cos my dear its very true dat we cant do ANYTHING..but yes we can trust baba..jo be ho raha hai unki hi marzi se ho raha hai and he feels bad when we cry like this,,i realised it a bit later!! so u cheer up dear n now pls dont cry,, we all are there for you :-)
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Om Sai Ram
Dear Priasji
Never say losing faith, you are doing your best, you belive in yourself, You are very blesse, Sai Baba tumhe chahte hai tabhi to tum unka naam lete ho. See how many friends you have through this forum and all are praying for each other. Sai Satchairtra is not a book dear, it is Sai Baba Himself.
Keep chanting His name.
Problems to sabhi k sath hai, kam ya jyada, Sai Baba hi sahara hai.
Om Sai Ram
Leena
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Hi alkaru
I just got ok today. Was not well. How is your Grandma doing? Thank you for your wishes. When is your bday?
I donot know Alka how you tolerated so much pain? Listening to your beloved's sangeet must have been horrible for you :(
Alka,what you say is true, but sometimes it just gets so depressing. And that too, when the pressure from others is more. I am trying to concentrate. With the support of all my friends here, atleast I am able to get myself up when I am real down. Thank you.
So, Alkaru, tell me how are you doing? It has been sometime since I came online.
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Hi Suchi
Thats a nice poem :) You can become a poet. Thanks.
Yes Suchi, same here, even if I tell someone about my dream, no one will believe me. I am alone in all this. That is why I came to this forum. Atleast friends out here believe me.
True, I should not let my faith waver but kuch dinon se I am feeling very very anxious. Pata nahin kya hone wala hai! Feeling restless. That is feeling all the more depressed. Yes, taking His name whenever I can, yahan workplace mein I cant even keep chanting without being disturbed. Anyways, lets see. As you say, holding on. Everything is on Baba.
Today is my Thursday fast, will go to the temple in the evening at 7 and then break my fast. Will pray for all of you.
Thank you Suchi for being there. Trust me Suchi, Baba will surely grant you your wishes soon. Very soon you will meet your beloved.
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Hi leena
Thank you. Yes, will get back soon. Just feeling low. Whenever I can I cahnt His name and almost everyday I read some chapters of Sai Satcharitha. Without reading it, I dont go to sleep.
Will get back my patience..I just wish He listens soon.
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Dear Vani
Thank you so much for being there. It is because of all you friends that I am able to go on.
Whenever I feel low, I just come here and read all your posts. Its like a big family out here. Yes, will surely get myself up soon.
Thank you Vani for being there :)
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HI PRIAS,
thanx dear for cuming online. plz take care of urself.
yaar tolerate to krna hi pdta he jab aur kuch kr hi ni sakte.
dear plz apna khyaal rkhna n i can understand bt jst hold urself ,cnt see u like dis sooo depressing.
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Dear Sai baba,
I told my Dad about my love but he is not responding.I m in great fix for last 8 months.But, groom' s family seagely waiting to tie our knot.Pase help me.What should I do so that I can convience my father.Please hel me. want things to happen soon.
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dear pria no need to say thanks,, even during my bad times i have also got a lottt of support from here...wenever i open this forum i feel so close to baba!!
u have to keep patience..baba will surely help u soooon.
jai sai ram
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hi prias. hw r u? r u ok dear? plz reply wenevr u come online
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Hi Alka
Sorry that I couldnot come online. I was down with high fever. I couldnot take the stress and I collapsed at my work place. After that, I was down with high fever and did not open my eyes till today morning. I am feeling a bit better now so I logged in.
Alka, I just have a week's time and I donot know what is going to happen. next week is the deciding week. Thank you so much for praying for me. Missed all of you.
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hi pria,
thanx 4 cuming online,m vry much worried 4 u dear.dis is vry bad dear u suffered alot n got fever,pria i told u naa take care n hold urself sweety plz plz plz.
n wat 'll happen dis week? wat r u talking abt next week is deciding week? did he call u or u ve any contact wid him?
pria its a request plz take care,take ur med. properly,take rest,dnt think sooooooooooo much of 1 thng n plz hold urself plz yaar.
m vry much worried 4 u becz i faced all these thngs n knw vry well hw painful all dis to bear
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om sai ram pria ji,
how ru now ? why r u taking so much pain ?? baba is definitely with u .. trust me.. suchi has taken our prayers and its baba's promise that he will fulfil it.. ur D-day is arriving soon thats why u are feeling so restless.. why dont u call chavan baba ?? he will definitely guide u.. please dont trouble urself much.. baba will help u and come to ur rescue.. i am very sure.. take care and keep praying.. and what deciding week ? can u plzz share with all of us...
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hi pria,
hw r u? plz cum online dear. hwz ur health?
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Hi Alka
I was very sick today, had meds and then took some rest. Now Im feeling better, just got up and logged in.
Regarding the next week deadline, it goes like this. Next week, he is going take a decision about his future. His parents have fixed someone for him and he has to give the answer by next Saturday. So next week is the deciding week for me .
I donot know what Baba has decided for me but I wish he has decided LIFE for me.
Anyways, how are you Alka? How is Arun doing? As others have said, even I feel that you are not doing anything wrong in talking to him. Baba has planned everything Alka, not you and me. We just need to follow His instructions. Baba will surely bless you with happiness.
Take care.
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Hi Sonu
I am doing ok now. Thank you Sonu for your encouragement. Yes, Im counting on Suchi's prayers. I need a miracle now Sonu, there is not much time. Just 7 more days to go. In these 7 days, he will tell his decision to his parents. Im waiting for a miracle now.
I did call Chavan Baba a few days back, before I fell sick, but the person who took the call replied that I have to come to Shirdi and meet him and he won't give answers on phone
I wish I can go to Shirdi this week. Hope Baba calls me. I dont have time.
Take care Sonu and may Baba fulfill all your wishes. I read your posts and I really pray from my heart that you, Suchi, Alka, Saisan and Chweetujaanu get united with your respective beloveds soon. Also,the wishes of all the friends in this forum get fulfilled soon. Sai, please listen to our prayers.
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om sairam priyas
i will also pray for u
7 days is a long tym baba can change everything in a matter of 7 seconds
i will start sai satcharita reading tdy...for all of us
om sai ram
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Hi Bhavna
Thank you so very much. Yes, 7 days is a long time.. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
I pray that you get united with your love very soon. We are all here to pray for each other. I wish He answers our prayers soon.
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dear pria no need to say thanks,, even during my bad times i have also got a lottt of support from here...wenever i open this forum i feel so close to baba!!
u have to keep patience..baba will surely help u soooon.
jai sai ram
Hi Vani
How are you doing?
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pria thanx 4 posting,hey dear plz take care n dnt burdened urself sooooo much. evrythng 'll be fine.
n he ve to answer dat he love u to his parents,dnt worry watever it be bt plz first u take care n get well soon completely dear,humare haath me kuch nai he keep ur faith n pray.
m vry worried for u dear,
as far as arun is concerned m vry confused wat to do dear,whether m rite or wrong
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hey priya!!
dear dont hurt urself in any case,,try to take care of ur health....me fine, just looking at baba with hopeFULL eyes that he will shower his blessings on us and will remove all our troubles very soon.
i can only say one thing that u must not lose ur faith on baba in ANY case..
PLS BABA HELP US ALL OUT HERE!! NOW ITS HIGH TIME BABA PLS COME :-(
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baba please help ger,she need u ,jia sai ram;
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dear prias,
how r u? do not worry baba is there ..he will bless u for sure ..at any point of time do not loose faith and keep praying endlessly ..baba will here ur wishes ..and bless u don't worry ..keep faith
baba plz bless her be with her ..answer her prayers deva
om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai
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Hi Saisan
How are you? How are things?
Yes, I am praying 24*7. The countdown has begun, just 3 more days to go. Just praying on..
Thank you Saisan for your prayers. I wish that your prayers are answered soon. May you get your love.
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hey priya!!
dear dont hurt urself in any case,,try to take care of ur health....me fine, just looking at baba with hopeFULL eyes that he will shower his blessings on us and will remove all our troubles very soon.
i can only say one thing that u must not lose ur faith on baba in ANY case..
PLS BABA HELP US ALL OUT HERE!! NOW ITS HIGH TIME BABA PLS COME :-(
Hi Vani
I am ok. I am hoping that my faith does not get tested more. I have only 3 days to go.
I just wish Baba comes in time to save us. Sometimes, I just stare at His pic and ask Him, 'Are you listening to the prayers'?
Take care Vani.
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baba please help ger,she need u ,jia sai ram;
Hi Sis
Thank you. I wish all our prayers get answered soon.
Take care
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hi pria,
hw r u? wats going on? any improvement in ur health n in situations? yaah u r rite we shud ve mail id's of eachother ,u plz giveme ur id n i'll mail u dere dear
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hi pria,
hw r u? wats going on? any improvement in ur health n in situations? yaah u r rite we shud ve mail id's of eachother ,u plz giveme ur id n i'll mail u dere dear
Hi Alka
There are just 3 days left now..waiting and praying.
Alka, do not worry. You just leave it on Baba, do not think much on what is right and what is wrong. Just leave everything to Baba. He will surely guide you. You just relax.
Here is my mail id - pria.sv@gmail.com
Take care
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om sai ram priya
just try one thing, as u said only 3 days are left so meanwhile u just try forget about him, his decision and concentrate on baba and onlly baba...trust baba blindly....leave everything on him(baba) and then whatever will happen, it will be THE BEST for you...so from now onwards start thinking positive...
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om sai ram prias,
how r u dear ? dont worry baba will definitely help u out.. try calling him once again.. tell baba that u will definitely come to shirdi once u get married ur beloved.. i seriously suggest call him once again, this time u will surely find ur answers .. take care of urself.. health is more imp coz u have to keep praying.. dont worry abt the answer what ur beloved says this week, ultimately its baba's decision.. he will surely help u, i am sure... and thank you for ur prayers.. hope everything gets solved soon...
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dear prias,
how r u? how is ur healt ..do not spoil ur health ... take care have propoer food and take rest .. and keep praying ..what sonu said is right the final decision is baba's so talk to him ..he will give u what u want ...... keep praying
baba she needs u give her assurance that ur there with her and answereing her prayers .take care of her .. deva bless her .. keep her happy om sai ram
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hi pria,
hw r u? hwz evrythng? wats happened?
sorry didn't cum online frm few days,yaah i'll mail u dere at ur id.N talk to u dere
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Hi Vani
How are you? The decision got postponed till today and tomorrow morning I will get to know it. I have left everything on Him and He alone can see that this doesnt get worse.
Praying for all of us. Hope He ends our wait soon.
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Hi Sonu and Saisan,
I am doing ok. Just a bit tired. I called Chavan Baba again and again and today morning he answered my call. He asked me not to weep and said that everything will be alright soon. I felt a bit happy.
Hope it goes that way. Just few more hours.
Sonu and Saisan, donot worry, Baba will definitely listen to your prayers. Please hold on. Dont lose faith. We are all here praying for each other. You both will get married to your respective beloveds.
Take care.
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Hi Alka
Felt good to hear from you. Was worried for you. How are you?
Yes, you mail me to that id. Will wait for your mail.
Take care Alka.
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dear prias,
good to know u spoke to him ..when he said everything will be alright ..it will surely happen soon ..keep praying ..baba is there with u ..keep chanting his name continuolusly till the decision is going on and im sure u will post the good news soon .... om sai ram
baba plz bless her she is counting on u ..give her good news ..baba we all are praying for u for her happiness ..om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai om sai
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Everything has come to an end. Its gone.
Thank you Baba. Thank you so much for showing me this day.
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what happened??????
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Dear prias,
i can understand but do not give up ..baba has not yet given decision....... plz hold on ..mine also is the same case ..his mom is searching for a gal ..but something or the other happens and its gets cancelled ..this is going on sicne 2 yrs ..and this year he might get married ..even my guy has said yes for marriage ..but we all here r waiting for final Yes from baba ..until marriage is over do not give up ...soon he will realize and u both will get married ..have faith dear ..after 12 yrs of waiting i don't think so baba will do like this ..baba plz do not leave her like this ..ans her prayers ..bless her marriage with her love ..have mercy deva ..its very painfull ..plz come soon
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Dear prias ji.om sai ram
I hope u fine I jus read bout ur situation n i felt vry sad bout it I'l wish n pray 4 u..
Plzz control urself baba is jus takn ur exam he s seing ur will n faith n him dnt loose faith
I knw it's realy painful 2 see our luv whm we dearly luv far frm us but dat s bcoz f our bad karmas n mistakes
I wnt say much but wil insist u 2 plzzz hav faith n sai n keep n prayin n trying..
Aaj hi I saw n sai tere hazaron hath were baba said ki koshish karte rehna chahiye coz yeh
Malik ko apna decesion badalne main mazboor kar deta hai so dnt giv up hav faith n pray cz it can turn nethng n dnt wory n we all sai bhakt r wid u..
Om sai ram ..tc..
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om sai ram priya
y fear when sai is here? i know its very difficult to phase something like this and the one who actually suffer only knows the pain...never loose heart dear! sai is all above, watching everything and he knows how his children are suffering.. you dont worry everything will be fine
we all praying for you!! have faith, trust baba n keep patience!
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Dear Suchi, Alkaru, Saisan, Vani, Saiputra
Thank you all so much for praying for me. A miracle did happen. My love has come back to me. He has asked his parents to give him time to think. He came back to me and said that 'I dont know why but I still want to talk to you and I really felt that I missed you'.
Though he hasnt expressed his love for me but he said he needs time to think and he has taken time from his parents too. I am so relieved. Atleast Sai has put his decision on hold. The day I was posted my last post, he told me that he was going for his engagement. But a miracle really did happen.
That day I told Sai that if this guy is written in my destiny then you only have to do something. I took a vow that I wont take sugar in my tea/coffee till everything settles down finally. I have stopped taking sugar from that day.
I dont know what is going to happen finally but now Im happy that Sai has shown His leela to me. The decision remains postponed.
Thank you so much. Thank you all for praying for me and standing by me. Thank you so much.
With this, my faith in Sai has become stronger. I know He will help all of us at the right time. He wont let us down. He will fulfill our desires for sure. With my experience, I can say that please all of you, hold on to His feet. He will surely take us through.
Thank you Baba and forgive this stupid child for being rude. A thousand pardons.
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priasji i just cnt tel kitna khush hun main yeh sun kar i rly feel vry happy seeing sum1 experiencing baba's leela personally....i knew baba wil never let there devotee down its really nice dat u are happy atleast....
may sai bless u wid loads n loads of happinesss
jai sai ram..
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om sai ram prias ji,
how r u ? i am really very very happy for u. and your wait and patience has brought some fruit for u. Baba never leaves his children alone. keep smiling like this only.. baba will help us out soon.. take care..
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dear prias,
I am extremely happy for u ........i told u right baba will not and cannot do to his devotees..good to know ur happy and its surely a miracle ...we all r in same situation ..so do not give up..keep faith and prayers strong ..baba will help u ..this incident happened only to make u realize ur guy ur worth and u also came to know ..he loves u .......so happy happy .....did u celebrate v-day with ur love .. thanks baba for being with her ..plz bless her .... om sai ram
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Saiputra
Thank you so much. I have crossed one step. Still lots to go. Yes, this step has given my dying hope some life. Baba is truly great.
Suchi's prayers and prayers of all other friends of this forum are really doing miracles.
Its feels so nice to be a part of a wonderful group out here.
Thank you.
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Dear Sonu
WOnderful to know that Baba has called you to Shirdi. Guess all your problems will come to an end now. I may also go this week but I am not sure yet. Depends on when Baba will call me. I wish the tickets get booked.
Thanks again. I just crossed one step. This has regained my faith on Baba. I am sure He will bless all of us with happiness.
Take care.
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Dear Saisan
Now I am in the same boat as you are. He has just postponed his decision which is a miracle. Now I have to wait for him to come to me.
He has to make up his mind, convince his family. Lots to go. Nope, no V-day celebrations as he did not even call me.
I am happy that the engagement is off for now. Gives time to pray to Baba. Saisan, I am sure Baba is listening to us and he will surely make us happy. My faith has become strong now.
For now, I am having sugarless tea/coffee to thank Baba for giving me some positive news. :)
How is your work going on?
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pria.. sent u a babas gift on fb.. hope u liked it:-) ams sooo happy for u.. atleast baba brought ur firm faith back.. hope u read my mail.. u have to promise me what i asked for.. no more doubts.. no more fear... these 2 things hinder ur faith.. will do prayers for u this thursday in babas temple... will light a candle and feed some poor ppl... sab theek higa.. no more worries...now smileeeeeeee
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Dearest Suchi
I have replied to you on FB :)
Btw, your wonderful gift really brought a smile on my face and I felt so happy today. I saw it the first thing in the morn and it really made my day.
Thank you so much for making my day :) Thanks a lot for everything that you are doing. Trust me, as I said, I wont leave Baba till He fulfills your wishes :)
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dear prias,
i am good, work also is going on fine..how abt u? see postponing must be a small step but the most important thing came out as how much ur guy loves u .. so i feel its the best gift baba gave u... its only baba has done this .. to make ur guy realize ur worth and test ur faith too ..do not ever stop praying ..even if its worst situation...good to know baba has called u also to shirdi ... now i want to go only when im blessed with marriage.
hmm its very tough one to be without sugar ..baba will call answer u soon ..keep praying
ya dear suchi is praying so hard for us ..she is really a sweet person to think for all of us ..he is sure to get blessed ..bcz she gets all peoples' blessings .... she is also baba's fav child ...do not worry next valentine will be with ur guy as hubby .... om sai ram
mine v-day also no calls and i din't expect also ..so was happy with freinds ..
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Hi Vani
I felt happy to read that your love called you on V-day :) Baba is rewarding you for your faith and patience. I am going to the temple now, will offer prayers on everyones behalf.
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om sai ram priya
just read ur post and felt so happy that u also came across babas miracle,,,,its true that baba can not see his children in so much pain that s why these miracles take place....good to know dear that he has postponed his decision...and u know wat whatever happens is just for our betterment n moreover if our feelings are true, we will forsure reach our destiny soon and baba WILL help us!!
and thanks for praying for me dear!!
may sai bless u soooooooooooooooooon :-)
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om sai ram prias,
how r u dear ? i am happy that baba is answering ur faith & patience slowly. how is everything at ur beloved place ?
did u speak ? dont worry v all are praying for each other. baba wil definitely answer all our prayers. have faith. keep praying. take care
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Hi Sonu
Good to see you back. Happy to know that you had a wonderful darshan of Baba. Thanks for offering our prayers. Baba will surely bless you with your beloved soon.
I am doing ok. Just a bit low. My guy's moving from his place. He is shifting to another place which is a bit far from my place. I really dont know whats going to happen. I am helping him with his shifting. Busy with all that.
I really dont know what God has in store for me but trust me, I cant take anymore tests. I am really tired now. No more strength left. No strength to pray too.
Anyways, good to see you back and happy to read that you are feeling positive now. :) Thanks again for posting your experience. This way, even I feel that I have taken a tour of Shirdi. Waiting for Baba to call me.
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om sai ram prias,
how r u dear ? good to know that u are helping ur beloved . just keep praying, baba will definitely bless u soon. i seriously feel so. ur so much years of wait will never go in vain.
so how is everything at his place ? any news abt the engagement stuff ? when baba has only called it off, why do u worry. take care and dont lose ur faith & patience. baba will help u soon. take care
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dear prias,
how r u? don't worry soon you wil be staying together with him :)
baba is going to surely bless u and u will get married to ur guy, baba himself has cancelled ,baba wants u to show that he is going to give u ur guy ..so have faith, if u don't have energy to pray do not pray we will pray for u .......take care have fun
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Sai Ram to all Sai Devotees,
For all your problems, here is the Divine solution.
Please download Sai Vrat Katha booklet from here http://www.scribd.com/doc/3808892/Sai-Vratha-Katha-Hindi-sai-baba-Story and follow the procedure with true devotion and love. Miracles will happen in your life.
Sai Ram to all brothers and sisters.
Swati
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Hi Sonu
How are you? How is your work going?
Hi Vani
How are you doing? Its been sometime since I have met all of you. Was busy with work.