OM SAI RAM
Dear Sarah,
Firstly welcome to this Temple. And now that you are here, all your problems and tensions will be taken care of. But not over night.
It will take time. Baba bless you.
Secondly, I am sorry to read that this boy is playing with your feelings, for something as weird as nationality.
And am further ashamed to know that he's an Indian, cause I am too.
If he has hinted something like this, I suggest you be careful taking the leap. Please make sure, that he can reciprocate your feelings.
Also get to know more of his family and what opinion they have about you.
Dont rush. Let him realize that your love is here to stay. And also let his family see, that you mean to be a part of their family and are taking steps towards the same.
Rest all leave to Baba. Pray, to anyone you want, however you want, whenever you want. HE listens to any prayer said with soul.
Pray to Him for everyone's welfare, even if they have hurt you. Connect to HIM and see how he guides you every step of the way.
Let HIM be the charioteer of your life.
HE will do that what is right for you.
Till then...Keep Praying!!!