Baba..Please Help me Pass my board exam This thursday May 10, 2012

[cpatel]

Om Jai Sai..

Baba... Please guide me to my happiness...take me out of this misery and help me over come this fear and  conquer my dreams! For over a year iv been battling this one battle and have exhausted myself now.  I have taken this board exam 3 times... and failed all 3 times.. and cant seem to pass no matter how much i study and no how much i review my material... no matter how many prep course i have taken.. I just want to get my license so i can finally do what i was made to do.. This is one last hurtle i have been trying to pass so i can start my journey in life... how is it... that i have taken this exam 3 times and still cannot pass... Baba please im leaving everything in your hands now.... i am sitting for my exam this Thursday... i chose to take the test on a thursday.. and i will be doing my Day 6 Vrat aswell on this thursday...and i will continue to finish all 9 vrats even after my exam....... I have been waiting patiently for over a year now ..everytime i get up i get knocked down again... and i get right back up and fight again... i have not given up! Oh Sai please come into the exam with me.. sit with me and guide me to the correct answer and help me PASS this exam this time around... All i want to do is start my life... without this license i cannot work anywhere... Please take away my Fear... my anxiety and give me confidence and help me remember everything i learned and have studied Pleasseeee.... I pray for your presence to sit next to me during my examination and help me pass this exam... i have full faith in you and im leaving it in your hands now.   Oh Sai Ram... Oh Sai Ram Oh Sai Ram Oh Sai Ram!    im tired of being depressed im tried of not having a job... im tired of studying in the library all day long.. im tired of not having control of my life because i cant pass this ONE LAST EXAM... please baba... Help me... guide me...

[cpatel]

All i want is to pass this exam... as i sit here in the lib everyday... i just dream about the day i will finally pass...  i find myself crying.... everyday.... and secretly wiping away my tears... its like a sense of embrassment that i still have not passed my exam.. everyone who started their life after me ... went right pass me and have started their journey where im still stuff at the starting line.. i just dream of getting to that finsih line =(

I internally feel like burning in fire..... my soul is on fire... because i have suffered so much through Nursing school... because i went through a horrible 6 year relationship breakup.. but somehow made it through and graduated on time.. but what is the accomplishment of graduating on time if i cant even pass my board exam... I put a smile on my face from outside but inside im burning crying screaming depressed......

Please Baba... Help me... Please help me... let this exam be the last time i have to ever take this exam... please babe come into this exam with me and i have full faith ....iv waited patiently.... Please baba when will i deserve my happiness??

Sai Ram..Sai Ram....Sai Ram =(

[SS91]

OM SAI RAM !!!

Good luck dear devotee. Do well and keep practising  and I'm sure everything will turn fruitful.Baba bless you!

JAI SAI RAM !!!

[cpatel]

Thank you Subhasrini,

I have recently become a strong sai beliver due to my close friends who have inspired me to belive in such an strong guru... i go to the Sai mandir every thursdays and had started Sai vrat in Januray... where then i sat for my boards on Feb 29th.. and walked out in tears,.... i had failed AGAIN.... so when i finished my vrats i had been told i was sopp to do the pooja every thursdays so i restarted my 9 vrats... and then i have signed up for the exam again because i had to wait 45 days....

i promised baba and myself i would take the exam on THURSDAY ... so i picked May 10... but when time started approaching... i realized i was very anxious and scared.. the FEAR of failing AGAIN... so i started looking for another opening date.. where i came to find NO THURSDAYS IN THE MONTH OF MAY was available.... so i took it as Sai Baba is telling me to take it this Thursday... after failing 3 times... how can you have confidence???

I pray everyday...and visit Sai manidir every thursday drive an HOUR every thursday ( to the closest Sai Temple) and have been fasting every thursday since Jan...

This will be my 4th attempt and all i pray for is walking out of that test knowing I FINALLY PASSED =(

I feel a burden my parents.. i feel like i cant help them out finacially and be there to relive the stress of my parents with the low economy fail... i feel hopeless ... at my age i should be working and supporting my parents now... i feel hopeless and this one test is stopping me from everything =(

Please pray for me and Baba please be there for me... i need you the most on this big Day (thursday)

[SS91]

SaiRam,

Baba blessings. Don't worry. Work hard and appear for the exams with full confidence. Forget the past. With your hard work and good preparation and to add your faith and trust on our Baba... I'm sure He will bless you to do well in your exams. I'm happy that you are doing Sai vrat pooja. Even if you do not have time for all this... just Shirdi BABA'S name alone is enough. Best of luck. You should accomplish and that fire should keep burning and come out successfully.Every sunrise give us, one day more to hope! So, hope for the best. Good Day & Good Luck . I'll certainly offer my prayers to you.

Baba bless you and guides you in every way.

JaiSaiRam.

[cpatel]

Thank you for your blessings.. i visit this site everyday since i joined and i enjoy reading ... i sit in the lib.... take breaks inbetween studying..

But what im so worried about is... that i review everything as much as i can... i just feel like i forget things so fast... and im scared that the day i walk in the exam my anxiety will get the best of me and i will blank out... time is so short now... and im so scared....

My heart tells me ill see light at the end of the tunnel that day finally.. but i thought that last time and walked out failing.. This time i feel a sense of calmness.... I cant tell you.... 5 months ago... when i was studying.. i was having severe anxiety ... crying to my mom of fear... but ever since i started the 9 vrats and visited Sai temple every thursday for aarti and dinner held at the mandir... i have become a more happy person... i just hope that i have full confidence that i will pass this time around and finally become a RN nurse! what i have always wanted to be!

a year ago i battled depression... bc i failed and all my nursing school friends went pass me and succeeded and got jobs and all working making money.. and here i am still sitting in the lib.. reviewing same material over and over.. and STILL CANT PASS...but after my faith in Baba .. visiting sai mandir ...doing 9 vrats and starting over again...and approaching my 6th one... i feel a difference in who i am.... I need that blessing for a miracle at this point...

while i study i have a picture of BABA... sitting up agaisnt my computer...
Baba.... please see my effort... please help me... guide me.. come into that exam with me sit with me and HELP ME...Oh sai...bless me with your ashirwad... while i bow down and touch your holy feet. Sai Ram!!!

[SS91]

SaiRam...


Baba blessings. Do well and go with full confidence. You have to take chances to make your dreams happen.

Baba Sai bless you for all your hard work and also to reach your goal. Good luck.

Om Sai Sri Sai Jaya Jaya Sai
Om Sai Sri Sai Jaya Jaya Sai
Om Sai Sri Sai Jaya Jaya Sai

JaiSaiRam