Dear Sai Baba,
You know everything my dear God. I have been waiting from past 10 years to accomplish my dream. I know you have laid down a path for me to teach something and I am amazed with the way you have taught me various aspects of all those things which are needed to achieve my dream.
But, Sai Baba its been almost 10 years now, i admit that I am professionally working from just 4 years though, but I have spent 10 years after my dream, and now it seems like somehow I am not able to move forward. I feel stuck, can't see a way out.
I know you gave me exactly what I wanted one and a half years back, however I could not take that thing for various reasons you know.
I am really sorry for it, Please forgive me.
But please give me a chance again to accomplish my dream. I request you, I feel tired, I feel alone, I feel frustrated and most importantly running out of patience.
Please help me achieving my dream, you know what happened three to four days back. The moment i got an opportunity I was so happy, but both the days interview did not happen. I felt very sad and for a moment it felt as if the world came to an end.
Please dear Sai Baba, I request you to help me. From today onwards I leave everything on you because I know you are teaching me in order to achieve something. I know you and only you can help me in what I want. I know you will give me what I need.
I keep coming back here after a few months or quarters when I loose all hope. Because I know you reside here and you listen to all those people who asks something to you.
Once again, I request you to help me god. Please I need it and most importantly going back to my hometown (Ahmedabad).
Please help me God.
Thank you,
Ritesh