SaiBaba this is it.. this Thursday May 31st.... Prayers for my Board exam

[cpatel]

Sai Ram,

This is it.. i wrote a post 3 weeks ago in regards to me taking my exam.. i have struggled so much with this exam.. i graduated Nursing school in DEC 2010.. its is NOW... May 2012!!! i have yet to pass this exam after 1 year and 6 months and still struggling... i am sitting for my exam. this THURSDAY at 8 am.... for the 4th time.... i have been struggling so much to pass this exam.. i study.. i have taken so many prep courses have spent alot of money on books and Cds for review... i am exhausted... Just want to finally PASS...

I am taking my exam on a THURSDAY.. will be doing my8th vrat out of 9 this thursday almost done with my9 vrats... and i will be visiting the sai mandir that evening as i ALWAYS DO EVERY THURSDAYS... ALL I WANT IS ONE WISH... iv been out of school for 1 year and 6 months... with no job.. cant pass this board exam and have been through deprression.. finally this day is coming and im praying that i walk into that exam and PASS THIS TIME...on the 4th try!  Sai ram... please pray for me devotees... please put me in your prayers...

Sai Baba please come into that exam w ith me.. sit with me.. help me guide me to the right answer... and help me pass this exam with full confidence... that evening  i will come visit you at mandir and i hope ill be walking in with TEARS OF JOYYYY AND HAPPINESS... and not tears or pain and saddness! Sai ram.. i love you please help me get my life back and start making money and finally reach the dream i have had since i was a child....

This Thursday.. Sai Ram.. if your day.. i specifically am taking it on a thursday =)
please help me.. please bless me and give me ashirwad and help me get out of this struggle and finally see the end of the tunnel and pass my Rn Nclex exam !!

[SS91]

SaiRam,
Baba blessings. My sincere prayers for you. You'll do well. Go with positive approach and faith. Our Baba will guide you.

SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI
SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI
SAI SAI SAI SAI

[cpatel]

Thank you Subhasrini,

I have one day left... i dont know  what has happend to me.. i take this as a positive view.... but the last few days i have lost fear.. and anxiety.. i have even been in a more relax mode and havent studied super hard like i have in the past month. last 5 days i have felt guilty because im sitting here not studying8 hours a day and just reviewing little bit here and there.. but i have this scense of hope this time that everything is going to alright... The last 3 times i have taken this test.. i would cry days before the test.. i would be super nervous and would study all day and night... and just stress so much... this time i feel like i have done everything i can and have a calm approach and i have never felt this way!.... is it Sai Baba telling me everything is going to be okay??

I have been reading the Sai Sachcharite everyday as much as i can and since i have started reading that i have been so calm.. and so relaxed and just looking at the positive... I have given so much faith to baba in the last 3 months dedication to attend sai mandir every thursday and been doing my vrats... i just know baba hears me...i want this more then anything.. you have no idea.. its been 1 year and 6 months i have been struggling with this test....

I recently got told by my friend that i have to move out of the apartment.. and i cried because i have nowhere to go except to my parents house and they live in a small town with no friends of mine there... and i cried for 3 days with anger towards my friends but i am fine now... and have just looked at it... one door has closed... another one is ready to open somehow.... Baba has to be here for me =( is baba doing this for a reason??? am i having a calm attitude and relax mode for a reason? or should i feel guilty???

Thursday May 31st... 8 am baba... is my test please baba come in with me...sit with me... help me..guide me to the right answer... and when i attend sai mandir... that evening.. please baba let me walk in with a smile and happiness that i have FINALLY pass my Nclex Rn exam after so much struggles.... i am waiting patiently... baba... i am.... Sai ram...

[SS91]

SaiRam,

Baba blessings. I'm glad that you feel relaxed. it shows that you are well prepared. Baba will certainly be with you. we will all pray for you. goodluck. jaisairam

[divsai]

Sairam,

tdy while reading your post,actually i was hearing sai chalisa and suddenly my heart felt that something positive is going to happen to you.. after reading ur post i just saw one picture of sai just smiling at me soo pls don't worry our sai wont let us down at any point of our life.

WISH U ALL SUCCESS

omsairam
omsairam
omsairam

[cpatel]

I didn't pass.

I have lost myself today. I have lost hope in everything. I have no words to say I feel numb. I did everything and more... Did 2 vrats each and visited Sai mandir every Thursday.. But... Nothing.. Once again for the 4th time... I have failed

I'm beyond depressed

[SS91]

SaiRam ji,

Baba blessings.Don't give up your hope. Only  our Baba can heal your feelings.

[cpatel]

I am still going to celebrate my nine vrats this thursday... even tho i failed my exam for the 4th time! why am i feeling a sense of anger... this is basically my second 9 vrats i did for this exam... and still baba has not fufilled my wishes.....what have i done wrong?

I feel as though i did more then what others were able to do... i was doing my vrats and VISITING A SAI MANDIR EVERYTHURSDAY... did the pooja as i was told..... did praduction every visit at the mandir...... where did i go wrong???

I failed my test for the 4th time... 4th TIME!!!! i have deeply inside have given up i feel like i have lost my dream of ever becoming a nurse... this one exam is stopping me from becoming what i have always anted to become....

[marioban29]

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