My Dear... i have asked for the same, to see Baba's presence and tested to see if he hears me or is with me. Trust me, you will see him in different ways. It is unbelievable... a miracle...
I have seen him out of no where on TV Serials - Baba's picture in the background in Dramas like Kyun Ki... and Naagin...Baba will give you darshan in different ways when you have really reached out to him. I have heard his Jai Jai kar on shows and places where I couldn't imagine.. BABA is everywhere.
Finally i even tried to get assurance last night... I was in tears... Arguing and fighting with Baba for something that really went wrong.. I had full faith that with Baba's presence it will work out.. but i got complete negative response.... I made 6 chits 3 of Yes and 3 of NO... and i placed it in front of Baba... and asked him, if he was there with me and will grant me my wish.. While i was place the chits on his feet, One chit fell out of my hand. I took that as an answer from Baba, as a sign and opened that chit... His answer was YES!!
So trust me, we all go through test of faith and we have to fight back our negativity.. To be honest, we have no other choice or way to run but to hold on to the almighty!