Hello Saisan ji,
Om sai ramI don't know what i will tell u today n how?as per ur advice i started sai sachraitra paranyan on thursday.even i went to sai mandir on thursaday n distributed 44 sweet paratha to the poor people in temple.i left my n dilip realtion on baba's feet with ahope that baba will do everything gud to me.he will bless me as i was very positive with this propsal bcoz of baba as dilip is also baba's devotee n each n every step i was getting positive responce from baba ,but suddenely this misfortune had happened to me n didlip got typhoid after that he changed alot ,coz her parents were with him ata tht time.before that it was ok but suddenlyour relation cahnged.
Saisan ji i am really very happy to get a person like u who is very sweet n kind heated .as if ur the real welwishesr n devotee of baba n i am sure baba ka krupa aapke upper hamesha hai.jaise ki aapne mujhe sai sachritra parayan karne ke liye bola maine turant hee start kiya .the same day in the afternoon dilip was online n he pinged me 1st no me.as was very tensed so i asked him directly about the propsal.m putting that chat of ours here.woh chat main baba ko surrender kar rahi hun dwarka mai main.baba its for u coz u muyst hav decided this for me.
show details Feb 18 (2 days ago)
12:39 PM
dillipkumar.dash: hi
u there
12:40 PM
u there
5 minutes
12:46 PM
me: hi
i ams urprised to see u after along time
busy?


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u know m talking to baba now n u came online
12:47 PM
so did u get all the chat of ours
12:48 PM
ru there
12:49 PM
ru there
dillipkumar.dash: yes
how r u ?
12:50 PM
me: u telme how ia m?
dillipkumar.dash: u must be fine
me: if u think tht thn its ok
12:51 PM
howz ur health now
dillipkumar.dash: m feeling better
me: thnak god to baba
12:52 PM
dillipkumar.dash: tel something
me: wht i will tell
ru getting my sms or not
why ru scilent
12:53 PM
dillipkumar.dash: no i m not getting any of ur message
2day i got it
me: why ur nt picking my call
dillipkumar.dash: as my cell is absoultely damaged
me: yesterday u didn't get ny of my sms
dillipkumar.dash: ao i m unable to attend any kol
yes
12:54 PM
me: say baba's promise tht ur not getting sms yesterday
telem
say baba's promise
12:55 PM
ur thiking tht u will take baba's promise or not
hai na
dillipkumar.dash: no
baba's promise
12:56 PM
me: ru sure
u won't belive i hav send somany samy sms
dillipkumar.dash: yes yes
12:57 PM
me: thn why ru not calling me
can't u call me for 5min
12:58 PM
dillipkumar.dash: i hve no mobile with me
me: can i ask u onething sertiously
dillipkumar.dash: so last night i buy a new one
yes ask me
me: say 1st baba's promise that u will tel the truth
12:59 PM
whtevr it may be ur reply i will not mind at all
1:00 PM
m a tru child of baba n i know baba will not harm me n will do guyd 4me
say baba's promise
thn i will ask
1:01 PM
tell
ru there
1:02 PM
dillipkumar.dash: yes baba's promise
1:03 PM
ask me whatever u want to ask me
me: 1st telme ru really serious for this proposal
dillipkumar.dash: yes i m serious
then
me: see dilip till now we both only talkimg
1:04 PM
dillipkumar.dash: yes
me: my family knows everything
even the horoscope got 1st class match
dillipkumar.dash: ok
ok
1:05 PM
me: so will u really come to my home to talk about this propsal
dillipkumar.dash: yes
me: does ur family really know about this propsal
1:06 PM
don't make me ny suspense plz
dillipkumar.dash: yes they know it
me: they are not asking about me?
coz ur parents are with u now
1:07 PM
dillipkumar.dash: not so much
me: why
may be they r not intrested with this
1:08 PM
dillipkumar.dash: yes
me: so u maen to say tht ur parents are not intrested with this proposal na
dillipkumar.dash: yes
1:09 PM
me: ok thnx
thts why ur scilent n thiking n not attanding my call
dillipkumar.dash: yes
me: u shud hav telme dilip
coz its not a love proposal
dillipkumar.dash: what i say .. i m now absolutely helpless
what i say
jublie
1:10 PM
me: it was from the matrimony site
dillipkumar.dash: why they r not interested i dont know
me: u shud hv telme openly dear
u shud not be scilent like this
ur scilence was killing me like anytrhing
dillipkumar.dash: ya i know it
1:11 PM
me: now m realax n happy tht baba solve my problem
dillipkumar.dash: how ?
me: as a friend its my request tht u shud listen to urparents
dillipkumar.dash: ok
1:12 PM
me: i think we r not made for eachother
buts a nice exp in my life
surely baba will send a better girl thn me
dillipkumar.dash: but i m not feeling good
me: so don't worry
1:13 PM
hy be positive
babaa will show u the right path
now i will informed my parnts about this,coz they are very positive abiut this propsal
1:14 PM
as u were very positive about this propsal
dillipkumar.dash: ok
me: from the beging i hav told u tht ur parents may deny
1:15 PM
dillipkumar.dash: yes
me: u only told tht as they r devotee of baBA THN UR PARENTS WILL NOT DENY n they will respect ur choice
so here onwards don't do such miustake with ny girl
it hurts the immotion dilip
1:16 PM
dillipkumar.dash: i know that
what i do jubli
i was so helpless now
me: yesterday i left ours relation in baba's feet
dillipkumar.dash: even how can i seprate from u also
me: so today baba solve my worries
dillipkumar.dash: as i already fall in love with u without seeing u
1:17 PM
me: anyway all the best for a gud life
don't worry slowly u will forget me
1:18 PM
whn u get new life partner according ur choice
dillipkumar.dash: how ?
me: how i don't knoe
bass now my parents can look other proposal for me ,coz they can't wait
1:19 PM
wht can i do
dillipkumar.dash: yes
me: as i was intrested in ur propsal thn they hav faith tht we both will get marry
so it will hurt their immotion a lpt
dillipkumar.dash: ohh
1:20 PM
me: but time will heal everthing
u were very positive n was saying me to be positive
dillipkumar.dash: yes
now i m sitting like a helpless man
me: there is nothing to talk more
1:21 PM
dillipkumar.dash: what i do i cant understand
no way nothing see in my eye
me: baba has kept some1 else4me sayad
baba has kept some1 more gud girl for u
1:22 PM
but next time don't reapeat this mistake
dillipkumar.dash: i know that everybody misunderstood me
1:23 PM
me: even i learnt a lesson from this ki next time i will not chat with ny boy.i will give my parents no to thm
and ask his no to him
if everything will workout thn i will proceed nehi to nehi
coz we both r not kid
1:24 PM
it was a nice exp in my life its reallya miracle case
hope u hav got all the chat
1:25 PM
u can check u hav told everything in the name of baba so i belived u coz i belive baba dilse
so now everything is finished beween u n me
1:26 PM
the day whn u came to know that ur parents are not intrested thn u shud hv told me
dillipkumar.dash: yes
ok jublie
i talk 2 u later
me: bye
take care
dillipkumar.dash: but be patience
1:27 PM
me: noooooooooooo
dillipkumar.dash: everything wil be fine
me: its finished
sorry
my parents will proceed with other
propsal
dillipkumar.dash: ok
1:28 PM
bye take care
me: all the bset for a gud life partner
dillipkumar.dash: no i will never merry
me: u do listen to ur dr
its upto u
dillipkumar.dash: bye
thanks
bye
me: cozi can't say nything
thnx to baba tht
1:29 PM
he showed my the reality
saisan ji this all our chat so i hv surrender this to baba,but whater i hav wrote is with anger,i kud hav talk more with him but i logged out .kyun ki muje bahut hee bura lag raha tha,i had strong belive on baba that he will do everythging gud.but baba ke naam se dilip n baba ne mujhe aur mere immotion ko hurt kiya.agur baba chate to kuch kar sakte the par baba ne meri nehi suni aur woh kabhi meri baat nehi sunege sayd.but i ma happy that baba told me the reality of didlips parents.i don't know whtervr he told is right or wrong.aapne muje mana kiya tha ki no mails n sms dilip ko karne keliye so i have decided tht i will not sms,him till i complete the parayan as per ur instrution,but saisan ji m sorry i kud not kept ur words coz yesterday morning dilip sms me tht his father has commited to one of his friends daughter for dilip's marraige n he is a vcery diff kind of personality and he didn't know all this b4.jab ki usko typhoid hua n they came to his palce to take care of him so he knew about this,now he is helpless n told me sorry.
now u telme wht i will say to baba.baba ko sab kuch para hai woh sab dekh rahe hain aur mnery tears bhi dekh rahe hain par vbaba chup hain.mujhe kitna bura lag raha ki that i can't say,now i can't run behind dilip coz its uselesss.
jab bhi baba ka photo dekhti hun tears automatically nikal te hain wht can i do.coz i was attached immotionally with dilip n i know tht whn time will pass everything will be ok.thisa is not the 1st time its happening to me.but its true tht this time i was 500% sure tht we will get marry with the blessings of baba.
sai san ji agur main baba ki lilaa batau na u will not belive ki baba mere n mer fami;ly ke sath kaisa khelte hain.may be me n dilip not made for eachoter but baba chate to itana aage nehi aata aur main itni hurt nehi feel karti.
this time i was full confidence on baba ki yeh hogayega.u know saisan ji whn i gave the horoscope details to my papa & it got 1st class match n whn papa know tht dilip is also devotee of baba thn my papa sai ki don't worry yeh ho gauyega beta,so in the name of baba we all are verey sure mbut baba ne kya kiya,abhi tak i hv not told it to papa,kaise bataun baba mere papa ko.muje to mummy ko bhi bolna mujhe accha nehi lagta tha but kal mai phir se sai madir gayee n dilip ko akela baba ke charan main chod ke main akele aagyee n i told baba to 4give him if he has done ny mistake,i didn't curse didlip.baba knos everything .
sai schraitra main lika hai ki -jab bhakta ka biswas drudh aur pari pakta ho jata hai uska manorath bhi shighra hee safal ho jata hai,mera ek dum drudh biswas tha baba ke upper par i m unfortunate.baba aapko jo karna hai karo mere sath jita dukh dena hai do bas sahene ki shaki dena.
sai san ji mujhe aapki baton pe pura biswas hain so main bahut lagan se n dilse sai sachritra padh rahi hun .i don't hav ny expectation bass m reading only not asking anything ,but still i hav alil hope ki sayad dilip wapas ajeye,pata nehi kya hai mujhge lagta hai,kyun ki baba aisa karte hai,
at last thnx to baba n all the si devotee who is my wel wisher n supporter.
aur bhi bahut kuch hai baba ko iss dwarka mai main bolne keliye but baat main bolungi.
jai sai ram
jai sai ram