om sai ram anitha,
we often blame sai baba for our sufferings.... we dont care that wat baba feels when we blame him..... b4 saying more i would like u to read n feel this
last night in my dreams,
i saw a old man
who luks like sai baba,
but was lucking very sad,
his bones are visible clearly,
and also hid lungs,
his eyes was filled with tears,
n his hands were shivering,
in 1 hand he hold a boul,
and a large bag on his shoulder
in in another hand he had satka,
n his bag was teared,
by watching him like dis,
my heart feels scared,
i ask wat hapen baba,
wat u had done wid ur self?
with lots of sorrow he said,
wat can i tell u,
my believers said me wat kind of things,
i feel ashame to tell u,
some1 said ,
i had ditched him a lot,
and some1 said bz of me,
he his suffering in pain,
some1 said i keep their,
life empty,
and some1 said i had give,
them this sorrow,
no one see wat i feel,
how would i explain,
every thing is bz of their karma,
how would i make them understood,
still i try to,
to take their pain with me,
watever they have to go through,
i will bear them all,
listening all these painfull words,
me heart breaks all alot,
having all these blaming on me,
my soul keeps shivering,
now i am malming myself,
why i came to this world,
to cut all the pain of my believers,
why i had body of a man,
the pain that my belivers gave to me,
brings my heart broken,
having their sins on me,
my body becomes week,
with evey pain of my,
i carry it very quitly,
i am the snatcher of their pain,
and im the giver of their happiness,
still my belivers thinks that,
im their cause of sorrow,
they just want joy form me,
at every time and at any cost,
by seeing baba's dis condition,
my heart also broken,
an my whole body,
i also feels his pain,
at baba's feet,
i cried very hard,
plz baba 4give me,
i am having no body instead of you,
they dont know anthing baba,
who says all these things,
may be they scared of
their troubles,
we all want only this baba dat,
u do somehthing onlu this,
wenever we called you,
just came to us,
more them all this,
we dont money, fame and respect,
if u want to give us something,
just take us to your respected feet
om sai ram..........