Jai Sai Ram Pariji,
Till this sec i never thought about Baba that, he has pain too because of us. You made me to think about Baba's pain. Even today i had a very very bad day in my life and cried in front of Baba and asked him why u r giving me this pain......Baba ko dosh dedi meine...........Mujhe kshama karo Baba.........Pariji mein che saal se bahut dard mein hoon..........so i became very frustrated today and got mad on Baba.......do saal pehle mein suicide attempt karlee.magar, babane bachalee, socha,shayad, kast kaal kuch hi din bacha.......isiliye baba phir jindagi dedi muche, aur age age ache din bhi hoga.........magar din ba din dhukh jyada ho rahe hai.almost 6 yrs.......i don't know how long i have to suffer...........Baba Please Please Please help me and give me strength to face these problems.........But Pariji, after seeing ur msg i feel soo bad about Baba.........Baba i love u soo much..........Shayad appke bhaktho ke prem se aapka mann shanthi hojaye.........Thanks for dropping this msg..........May Sai Bless You and ur Family.............