.... i wanted to post this topic few weeks.. ago... i wanted to write down here, that my lovely mother in law is sick .. and she needs the prayers... finally i didnt do that... i believed that by our prayers to Saibaba she will become alright... 2 days ago she gone...
Baba took her... ?? now i am writing this topic not for her..but for our family... pls Baba help us.. to survive this the worst time of our life.. when person as she died... i still cannot believe it.. i am still watching the entrance door that she will come inside.. her bed is empty.. our hearts are broken.. She was not my mother in law.. she was my Mummy, my friend, my sister.. MY GOD.. i wish that every girl in this world will get mummy as i had.. I didnt deserve to spend longer time with.. u... i am full of anger, sadness, grief, i cannot describe it... it seems like my life energy gone with her... what to say... there are not words.. to explain it..
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