What is the mistake I have done?????

[shekarvani]

Om Sai Ram

I really dont understand what is the sin I have done...... Each and every step is a failure..... Success has become a dream for me. Iam very much depressed.
Mistakes mistakes mistakes -- this is what Iam doing daily at office!!!!! its very insulting to me Baba. Iam doing everything very very carefully but one or the other thing is going wrong.... My confidence is dying Baba, Many times I thought "Baba is there with me, He will not let me to fall down" but nothing is happening Baba.
Baba there is a limit for patience also.... I dont have any more patience to bear all these situations.....
You know how my GM is, he is so negative, If a signal mistake is done, he will always have that in his mind that she will always do mistakes. In such conditions how can I work peacefully?
Baba cant you help me, cant you tell me what should I do now, Cant you give me success

[shekarvani]

Om Sai Ram

Nothing good is going to happen to me.... everything is a failure for me.... I will never come up in my career.... First of all Iam not suitable for anything.... You are not there for me Baba.....
You know what has happened today, and you also know what all will be the circumstances tomorrow for todays mistakes in my work.....

Thank you Baba, you have blessed me with this failure for believing you

[adira]

om sai ram

Kabhi khabar aisa hota hai dear, mere sath b hota hai

sometimes i also feel am worthless, because am not getting any good job.

Learn from your mistakes dear so that whenever you do the similar tasks you will not repeat it.

Dont loose your confidence, for the timing you take a week rest, so that your mind can overcome all those office

frustrations which are going in your mind. when you resume your duty , you will be in a  fresh mind to do your work.

Believe me it works because same mere sath b ho rha hai.
Om Sai Ram

[babu]

Om Sai Muruga

Sreevani Ji.... Please don't blame yourself for this. Also please don't lose your faith on baba. Take me as an example you know some of the things i am going through and i have many more things that go against me on a day to day basis and I also used to think in a similar way. Now atleast I have learned that every thing happens for a reason and you need to have patience. Here more than your mistakes you are thinking more about your GM's reaction, trust me Baba will save you from any untoward things and you will prosper in your career. Tough times are there to make us tough , that is what i have learned from my life. Ofcourse sometimes we suffer so much that we feel that god is being unfair towards us, but later we will realize that we were wrong. I have experienced such a thing so many times. So please hold on to Baba and you will pass this stage too. I am 200% sure about it.

I pray to Baba to bless you and your family with peace and joy.

Shri satchitananda satgurum sainath maharaja ki jai

[shekarvani]

Om Sai Ram

Thank  you adira for your advice

[shekarvani]

Om sai ram Babu garu

Thank you and may be you are true. But some incidents what we face makes us to behave like this. But one thing is true, though I do with lot of concentration there will be one or the other mistake, after rechecking also.
Anyways now Iam not ready to think of what others are thinking of me right now, let any one think what ever they want I will do what I want.

[Kirti1]

OM SAI RAM

Dear Shekarvani,

You can add my name in that list too.
I also struggle similarly at work. And my Boss does not tolerate a small comma by mistake.
All the bosses think they are better off than their employees.
If they dont holler how else will they throw their weight around!!!
I feel like a loser all the time. Despite the fact that everyone knows I am better than most in the office
Surprisingly my boss is same age as me. So you get it now?!
But what I have been doing  lately is time management. I take my own time to finish work at hand.
No rushing. If in doubt I hold it for sometime and come back to it after finishing other work.

And yes, one more thing, make sure you have a very good sleep, and always think only you can do it
No one can come close to your work done.

Rest leave it to Baba.

Baba Bless.....

[shekarvani]

Om sai ram Kirti

Ya you may be true about sleep, I dont have any pleasant sleep, It has been past 1 1/2 yr now that i dont have proper sleep.... And yes it is not the only issue in my life, many worst things are going on with me, may be that is the reason....

Thank you.
Sreevani

[shekarvani]

Baba

Why is my life become meaningless?? Am I so unlucky?? Each and every step of mine is becoming a wrong step.....Who will solve my problem?? Is it not your responsibility to show us a right way??

[babu]

Om shirdi sai ram

Sreevani Ji,

Actually none of us will be able to assess the mentality of your Mom (regarding going away from home). From the way you have narrated it looks like she is not willing to stay away from you. SOmetimes the elders will behave in such a way owing to hypertension or some health issue. They will get easily irritated and shout for even small mistakes. Please check this for your Mom first. I have a very strong feeling that she doesn't hate you or your child. Please check the health condition and if that is the case proper medication can solve the problem to some extent. Also I would say you shouldn't leave them alone at this old age.
In the satcharithra we have several stories were baba behaves in an angry way, but the bhaktas know that this is a blessing in disguise and take all that in good sense. They also know Baba's love for them and don't mind his harsh actions or words. I would say you should also treat her words like that and always control your anger. don't get provoked and retaliate with angry words. I am sure no grandparents will hate their grand child from the heart and you should give them a chance and try to keep your mind in control. They are after all you parents and tolerating them will give you and your family a lot of blessings. This is what I feel. I will pray to baba for an overall improvement in ambience.

Take care and have faith in Baba.

Om shri satchitanada satgurum sainath maharaja ki jai.

[shekarvani]

Om Sai Ram Babu garu

Thank you for your reply. I dont know what exactly is happening, may b u r true that she may be facing some health problem and sometimes I too feel the same with her, because she dosent tolerate any small issue also, she reacts very harshly for everything. But how can I take her to doctor ... its impossible because for small illness also she will not go to doctor, for that also she thinks that its a insult for her if anyone comes to know that her health has spoiled and she is unable to take care of herself.... She totally dosent want to depend on anyone, on that day when that incident happened she is telling me "I dont want anyone in this life, if I am facing such time where I have to depend on other then I will suicide myself instead of depending"
I really dont have any intension to leave them, but she is behaving as if she wants to be alone rather than with us...Iam unable to decide anything because I cannot leave them and at the same time I cannot stay with them after listening to such harsh words. Me being a daughter can bear all these but how will my husband bear?? What all happened that day was in front of my husband, he is not reacting only thinking of me and my father, my father is a heart patient and he does not know anything about what all happened.
Its only Baba who have to guide me.
Baba please help me

[shekarvani]

Om Sai Ram

Baba has Mridul said Iam trying to accept everything slowly, rather expecting change from some one Iam trying to change myself according to the situations...

Thank you so much Mridul

[shekarvani]

Om Sai Ram

Baba you know what all Iam facing, Baba please bless me with good concentration and success in my career. Even everyone is saying that Iam not as before. I feel that I have very bad concentration and memory. Please Baba Iam suffering a lot due to this. Please help me.
Iam reading the manthra for memory, but nothing has been improved. Please suggest me what shall I do now...... Or else I have to resign my Job, and if I do this we will fall into very bad financial position....
Please Baba suggest me, please help me, please guide me, please bless me with good concentration and memory

[shekarvani]

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[saisandya]

Jai sai ram

   Don't worry. Baba blessings always there. Pray saibaba with faith. you will success in your life.

Jai sai ram