Dear mam,
Plzz have patience and do good things and try to involve yuorself in sai bhajan and doing some good work , i read that if you regularly light the lamps baba will be very happy, and you know good things happen when you dont expect them at all.
so Plzz do all good work and divert your attention from just thinking about your husband.
Think good happens good and above all sai is there. sai sai sai.
Mama, you said you told your hubby but still he is egoistic, find the thing about which he is caring and loving , adopt that , as my BF is very much concerned about his mother so i always take acre of her feelings. so he becomes very happy you can talk to his mother and she may help you.
baki sai sai leela hai .i m sure you will soon give us good news that your hubby is back to you with all love , sai listen to her na, aap ku nahi sunte ho...chalo ab sun lo.