I never thought someday I have to face this day too in my life where I feel complete hopeless and shattered. Profound crying has made me feverish, made me weak. I don't know what I am typing , but Sai baba, where all hopes end, you give a new direction. And what's more better if you present me the old one with a completely changed mindset , devoted towards you and me and we see the new rays of sun together in shirdi , feeling your presence. I just completely love you, and you said that , you come running to your devotees, yes you do, Baba, you do, otherwise I wouldn't be alive this day even. You can only save me from another calamity which I thought will never happen. I just beg of you and I can't cry more, because m dying. I am not feeling well, and I know, you are crying at my pain too, Sai baba. Let's connect na Sai baba so that, being a devotee, I truly devote myself to you in such a way that all the evils get banished.
Tomorrow is a Thursday. It does not matter which day it is, but, all that matters is, I really love you. and I will run to you if you just stand there , opening your arms for me, I am your little child, just don't let me die, just don't.
I cannot afford to lose any of you,Baba. You are my big daddy, my grandpa,grandma, my ma and my best friend.
PLease come to me. Please.
