IN SEARCH OF MY SAI

[FaithInSai]

A sad and forlorn heart
Ever seeks to cry out to my Sai,
Where have You gone away
Why do You, far from me stay
Leaving a depressed heart
That keeps looking for my Sai;
In every corner of my inner self,
Inside every nerve and breath
Each and every heartbeat
That seeks to call to my Sai;
Pray, never leave my side
Never ever at all from me hide
Pray, never make me cry
And search in vain for my Sai;
For, many times have I been vain
And swollen with a pride
That You will ever remain
Only by my side, by my side,
None else, but by my side,
Why do You at all hide, O’ Sai
When You do know it all
That my forlorn heart does call
On You, every second of the day
To come and completely stay
In my only heart,
That is now depressed and forlorn
To make it happy and gay,
That, O’ my kindest Sai
May my heart lose it’s pride
And sheer vanity
And my mind, it’s abject insanity
When You will fill my heart
With Your Self, O’ dearest Sai;
Pray, fill this forlorn heart
Totally, ecstatically with You, my Sai
With Your deepest love, Sai O’ my Sai
With Sai Ram, Jai Jairam, dearest Sai!
When will I see that day
Far from me, You would never be away?