Emptiness
Oh! My Lord! My Love!
Talk to me!
I need ur smile
I need ur compassion
I need to talk to u
I need to listen to u
I badly need u my father!
I badly need u.
Be my friend again, my dear lord.
I can't bear this emptiness!
Come Baba, come!
Caress me like my mother.
I want to hug u
I want to cry in ur lap
I want to prostrate before u!
I love u baba, I love u
I don't know whether I love u
than anything in this world
or I love this world more than
anything
but I feel I love u
because I feel empty without u.
Come to me my lord. Come to me.
Yes. I scolded u a lot.
I am angry on u
Deep in my heart I feel u cheated me
of my confidence
But I wonder I still believe u
Show me light
to prove there is delight in store
Baba, I can't live without u!
It is not good on ur part
to let me suffer like this.
Baba, without u, I am nothing.
Please baba, death haunts me
even when I am still alive!
Baba, Satan torches me
come to my rescue
I can't live without u and ur love
Before this satan eats me
take me into ur protection, my lord,
take me into ur protection
It seems u r not near me,
otherwise why I get fear?
It seems u r not looking at me,
otherwise why u keep silent to my pathetic state?
It seems u turned deaf ear
if not, why my woeful cries didn't get ur attention?
Come baba, come to stay with me
swear that u never leave ur child
I may be mischievous at times
I may be indifferent to u
but still don't leave me, my saviour.
Better u beat me than to show a deaf ear
Better u shout at me than to be invisible
Better u kill me than to be silent
Oh! My Lord! My Love!
Talk to me!
I need ur smile
I need ur compassion
I need to talk to u
I need to listen to u
I badly need u my father!
I badly need u.
Be my friend again, my dear lord.
I can't bear this emptiness!
Come Baba, come!
Caress me like my mother.
I want to hug u
I want to cry in ur lap
I want to prostrate before u!
Prasanthi