Dear Saimaa,
Maa plz help my mom to come out of this disease ..she is facing lot of problems health wise and finacially as well.. Maa, i dont kw it is our sufferings bcoz of past or bad karmas or something which is beyond my knowledge. Whatever the cause is, i always look up to you and honestly believe in your constant love for your children. My mom is also your daughter and clear in her intentions. I , with folded hands , asking for forgiveness of our bad deeds. Your family is under contsant fears , now wants to live happily n freely. I dont kw how it is going to happen. but i have innate trust on your love n 11 vachans. My life is not moving in positive direction. I need to look for some fresh air n freedom of thoughts n actions. Maa, you have uplifted the mankind , preached so many good teachings. I promise you maa, i will be your good daughter, i will obey all your teachings with clear n honest intentions. i will be working hard in my life so that i can provide better lifestyle for my mom n dad. I need your blessings first. Iam nothing without your support. where should i go saimaa? i need your help in my p.hd and as well as in my personal life. My dad reputation is very imp for me.. why i get fearful when i look at those ppl who troubled us alot. ny nervous system breaksdown...for one full year i stopped putting makeup n purfumes bcoz of fear in my mind..after shirdi visit, i am putting it...again today i saw him..why iam fearful saimaa...help me...help me saimaa..plz come n solve my problems..