Dear Friends,well wishers,Brothers and sisters,
Thank you so much for extending your prayers and heartfelt greetings.It is very mystical why i am able to read and receive them today .My computer had some problem and i tried hard to be able to access it bt couldnot.
It means a lot to me to have baba's family and easy access to it at all times.
I read everyones wishes carefully and hope i am able to serve baba in best possible way which HE thinks is correct for me.There are many problems and difficult situations but baba is there ,and he will always try to do the best he can.
I am just wondering what my lifes mission is?which direction should my life move into?I hv seen many ups and downs which are uncommon ,so maybe there is a different goal and purpose which baba has chosen me for.I hope we all pray to baba for each other and also try to become better human beings,serving each other as we serve god .I hv come to know that people are so insecure around ,noone trusts the other,there is selfishness,suspicion,suffering,sadness.all around.Even if we try to help others and are kind to others, they feel insecure thinking that we hv some selfish motive behind our gestures..This world needs a solid foundation and each of us can make a big difference.Reciting baba's name and trying to do whatever little or more we can ,for others, we can try to become a big community creating a change .Please teach your children good moral values and principles.I sometimes feel,maybe i am lucky that i didnot have a family life and no kids till now at age of 34..even raising kids can be a challenge in current situation.I appreciate all mothers and fathers who are able to raise their children in this world and i hope happiness, peace and joy abounds their families and their children grow upto become leaders in different walks of life.Apart from making bright careers which bring lucrative money and luxury, children should grow to become responsible citizens,and members of society.
On this day,i am getting such thoughts as i am reflecting on my own life,i too am someones'child.I feel incompetent and ashamed for not doing enough to make my parents happy.I feel ashamed for being such a miniscule entity in this vast universe.I feel ,my parents just say good words to me as they want me to feel good but in reality and truth, there is nothing they can feel proud of,because of me.They have tried to give the best they possibly can ,but i hv given them nothing but worries and tough times.Baba, I request you to help me become so capable and strong ,that i am able to bring hope cheer and feeling of compassion wherever i go.Baba,I want your hand to be on my head at all times.
Om Sai Om Sai Om Sai OM Sai..
Babita