Sai Ram
Vaishali, dear, you are not mean, you're just a little confused maybe. You may have become deficit-oriented instead of asset-oriented. So to help you switch your mind and heart over to the sunny side of the street, start counting your blessings. Ask of BABA whatever you want to ask of Him, but before you start name ten blessings first, before you ask Him of something. If you want to ask Him a second thing, name another ten blessings first ...
You will see, it sound difficult, but once you've started it, it gets easier every time you do it.
Have I not just seen a little smile on your face? Yes? That's the perfect way to start ....
Om Sai Ram
Astrid
Restless was my heart till it found rest in THEE