Dear Pushsim ji,
jai Sai ram
When u hv so much trust in ur Sai ma then why r u thinkuing of ending ur life. Baba's children never talk like this. He is very much there wid u and has held ur hand at each n every step. He doesn't appreciate such words. Please have Shraddha and Saburi. He'll solve alll ur problems.
Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram
Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram
Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram
Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram
Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram
Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram Om Sai Ram