Dear baba...what do i say?? yesterday i was very tired and stressed out. my mil was playing her usual tricks and my dad was the affected party. I was driving and was in the middle of a long traffic jam. The phone wouldnt connect and i was going nuts!! Baba...then i felt like a mild black out. I dont know why it happened. But it has scared me. I think i am taking too much stress. Not good for me. What will happen if i dont get that job...what will happen if i continue earning what i am earning right now...what will happen if my dad spends half an hour less with my son...will the sky fall down?? will the earth stop rotating on its axis?? will i die??? NO.
But i'll surely die if i stress myself out like this....i dont exercise and have no concept of balanced diet. I eat junk and lead a very sedentry life. I am actually killing myself....
Theek hai baba - no tension today onwards. That does not mean i dont have a goal or dont want to work hard...it just implies that i am going to be more responsible for myself and my actions. Always try to improve your current state. There is so much to learn and do....tension will not help ever. I'm going to work hard and give it my best shot...rest is your responsibility