Dear baba...this thread is an year old today. And u know what i did - i read all the posts...i realize that i have come a long way in this 1 year - spiritually. Other things havent changed much

but thats ok. i think i've sruggled so much that i kept fighting the emotions and feelings and have been drained out completely. Still, i think now i am on the path of recovery. Things look good...at least better than before. It was so bleak last year....was so worried for my father. At least now that he is here i am a lot more relaxed.
Today is my father's birthday baba....please bless him with a happy and long life. I want to be able to care for him always. he is a good man and deserves a much better life.