Conversation with Baba....my true friend

[kanika dang]

sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam sairam

[vidyarp]

Dear baba...sorry couldnt write to you in the last 2 days. U know how hectic it was at work and i had such tight deadlines to meet. I had to focus totally and finish my work. U know what baba -  i felt good when i achieved my targets I think it helps to work hard and meet the deadlines. there is this sense of satisfaction...

Another point - baba i dont understand why my mil cant be more loving towards me? She cribs and cribs and cribs the whole day....oh boy...can she complain!!! She can find faults with anyone and everyone. To her there is only 1 perfect person on this earth - herself!!! Rest all are insects!!! Baba - u have not given her any sweetness - neither in her thoughts nor in her speech. She can annoy one and all. As a result she has no friends. And she complains all the time about me....i am her pet grouse  Every time she tells me something, it upsets me. Its been 8 years now. I should be getting used to this...but maybe i am not learning. It hurts when u hear wrong things about u and when u are blamed for something u have never said or done. But i guess thats life. Maybe i have hurt her in my previous birth and am repaying the debt. Chalo theek hai. Jaane do. If i keep worrying about these things, i will have no time for the bigger things in life. I know my priority:
I need to get my father here with me. And for this i need to buy a house close to my place. And for this i need money. To earn enough money, i need to maintain my current job or get new one. Till i get new job, i have to work hard here. And the work here is very exhaustive since i manage teams in diverse countries. This means i need full concentration at work. Which means i cannot afford to get upset or let my mind be taken over by negative thoughts.

So fine...ignore. Every time she yells at me, i will call your name and complain to you and tell u to take care of her. Ok?

Thanks baba...u r a great help..

[dayalvasnani]

Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
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Om Shri Sainathaya Namah

[vidyarp]

My dear baba....i am back from my onsite trip. You know how it went off - very well Thanks to you. My journey, stay and official work - everything went off well. You were there at each step to help me out....i kept chanting your name baba. It was a new place and it was important for me to establish my presence. Thanks to you - everything went off well.
Now that i am back -  i need to keep track of the things here as well as in the other countries. I need to be proactive and think like a manager. Right now, i feel like a doer rather than manager. So today i delegated the task that has been pending since long. hopefully i have done the right thing. Another thing baba - i got a call from M today for an interview. Dont know what will be the outcome. But at least baba - i have no regrets. I will give it my best.

jai baba ...thanks for opening so many opportunities when i had thought all doors had closed....

[dayalvasnani]

Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah

[dayalvasnani]

Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah
Om Shri Sainathaya Namah

[vidyarp]

Dear baba...i am worried about my son. PLease take care of him. More than him, its my mil who needs to be taken care of....u know what i mean. Please help ....

i want to thank you for today....take care of everything baba....

[vidyarp]

Dear Baba...
Good morning. My son is still not well baba. We ahve tried all the tests and even consulted different doctors. Nothing has come out of it. The tests are all negative still he has fever and no appetite. What to do? We are worried...

Another major worry -  i feel my father is not able to manage on his own. I can see that he has started becoming hard of hearing. I am going to take him to the doctor this weekend. But even otherwise - i feel he has lost the control over life. I see him talk to himself and imagining my mother to be around. He has still not come to terms with her death. In such a situation, i am desparate to get him to come and stay with me. But for that baba - i need a house close enough to my house so that he can be independent but close enough. But can he be with K for all day and take care? Maybe i am over reacting....after all, he has brought me up...so i m sure he can take care of my son as well...but i have started feeling that he needs attention and care.

Third problem - dont know if something will come out of the M interview....i leave that decision onto you. Whatever u decide for me - i accept it. Thats because u know what is best for me. But baba -  eventually i need something that will help me make money as well as take care of home.....can i get this??? I dont know.....u are the only one who knows


My worries are never ending ...but baba...thank you...for being there for me at each step of life...

[gomisuchi]

vidya,

i cannot help but admire ur strength. baba is with u for sure. where else would this strength come from?? i do have a suggestion for u though. it might help with one of ur many problems. is it not possible to get a small rented house for ur dad near by? if not an apartment.. a small one bedroom studio house? there are plenty of such options in most cities.. and if u are open to this option .. and can tell me the name of ur city and location, ill try helping u out in finding a good place for ur dad which is pocket friendly too. baba bless u.

sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai sai

[dayalvasnani]

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai
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[vidyarp]

Thank you so much gomisuchi...for your moral support. It means a lot to me. I am looking for buying a house close to my house because the rents are so high here. It does not make sense for me to take a house on rent when i can spend the same amount on EMI...So as of now thats the plan.

Dear baba...i am thankful to you for the M interview. I got a call yesterday saying that i was through...they will make an offer today. But u know what baba - i am happy that i got thru, but not sure if i will join. 2 reasons - (a) the timings are going to be an issue (b) Dont think i can work with N. He is a big politician and hates me because i could not flatter him during the interview and yet i was recommended. And he is the India BU head for M. So makes no sense. I may not report to him functionally but since he is going to be at a higher position and is definitely more powerful, chances are that we may cross each others path and he will make my life miserable. Anyways...let them make an offer first. Then we will see. Baba - show me the way and help me take the right decisions.....I dont want to go wrong here...

Baba..another thing - got the x ray reports for my son. Looks like he has some adenoids and sinus related issue. I'll get him started on homeopathy. I hope he recovers soon. He has become so weak and cranky.....


Let today be a good day baba.....i owe it to you...

[vidyarp]

Dear baba...today was a strange day. It began on a bad note. Actually, last night S had come over for dinner. And u know how ill my son is. So i told my mil not to cook anything and we will order from outside. But it so happened that it hurt S so much that he left without having dinner. I didnt know about it. All this while i was thinking that he really didnt want to eat and thats why he left. Until i recd my father's call today morning saying that P (S's dad and my uncle) is very upset due to the bad treatment S recd at my home. No dinner was prepared. And the worst part is that my father was totally convinced that i was at fault. Actually not me, but my mil. Now this really ticked me...i know i dont have any great relation with my mil. But i dont want her to be accused wrongly. It was my suggestion to get food from outside. And when my dad started saying things, i really lost my cool. I shouted at him and cried. I felt bad that all this while, i didnt see the mask that S was wearing. I realized my mother was correct. Its important to keep the distance. Otherwise S and co think that they own u and u will do as they please. Then my father got upset and i cried even more. Finally i realized that after all i am a manager - why cant i handle these people. So i tactfully called and spoke to them and defused the situation. Next problem - my mil was in her "moods" today morning. I got so upset because just 5 mins before i was defending her in front of my father and S and now she was spewing venom against me....But again, i handled the situation tactfully and i can say "All is well" So that ways -  i want to pat my back and thank u for giving me the good sense to handle these poeple...

[dayalvasnani]

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai
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[vidyarp]

Dear baba...I am going to begin the search for a house close to my house for my father. Please bless me and be with me. I am begining this task with your name on my lips and ur picture on my mind.

Baba...please let everything be alright

[dayalvasnani]

Om Sai Shri Sai Jai Jai Sai
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