Happy new year baba...its the begining of another year without my mother. I know she is with you and u r taking good care of her...still i miss her. And i know my father also misses her a lot. Baba...i want to start this new year with a prayer in my heart. Please grant us mental peace and good health...other things will follow. Baba..thank you for providing me an opportunity to fullfill my pledge to my mother. I wanted my father to see the world...he is a very simple man and a good human being. I am glad that u enabled me to buy a house for him close to my house and i cant thank you enough for that. and now i am thankful to you for enabling me to plan a trip for him. How could this have been possible without your will baba? U hear me and i know that u listen to me carefully. U may not give me things when i ask for it...but u certainly give me when i need it. And for this baba, i am forver indebted to you. If i am able to do this trip for him, i would have fullfilled all my wishes for him. I am sad i could not do anything for my mother. And baba i also remember her last words where she was concerned about who will look after my father after she goes. And i promised her i will take care.
Baba...i need to get into the groove and show them that i can do it. I have what it takes to compete and excel. i know the odds are stacked up against me...but thats ok. I am not worried. After all red to green is my favorite color transition
Please help me focus on this baba. And no head trips. I promise.
My 2 resolutions for this year:
- I will wake up when the alarm rings. I will not hit snooze or doze off again.
- I will refrain from sweets unless and until its absolutely necessary to have them.
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