gud morning dear sai baba....
sorry havent been very regular for the past few days. Thats because i think i have just about crossed the hurdle i was facing for the past few years. I think finally i've gotten over the mental block of complacence / procrastination / lack of presevearance. Because for the past few days, i've been planning my days AND more importantly, seeing through all my planned activities to completion. I even took a certification course last week. Feels good baba

I feel energetic and revived. I know there's a long way to go and things can get difficult on the way....but that will not stop me. Also, i know i am not doing all that i hoped i would be doing. But at least i've got started. Now its a matter of picking up the momentum. Something is better than nothing.
I dont know when i reached my "aha" moment - but it was somewhere around the time when i got to understand my core problem was persevearance and not determination or procrastination. I think finding the root cause and getting to know it has helped.
Long way to go baba...but thanks for being there for me...