Conversation with Baba....my true friend

[vidyarp]

desperation ki hadd ho gayi hai baba....I cant believe i am going through the motions.

[vidyarp]

i dont know baba...i trust you. I know i have to do my part while u do yours. Let us both get back to work and keep pushing

[vidyarp]

Om sai sharanam. Om sai hanuman. Om sai shani dev. Om sai durga. Om sai mahadev. Om sai Narasimha. Om sai Lakshmi. Om sai ganesha. Om sai Kartik.
I want to manifest a few things for myself. I tried writing - didnt stick but when i was writing, i was writing it from the point of gratitude of already receiving what i want. I felt good. I tried to visualize. But that never worked. I pray to God and I am putting my faith in him. I trust in him and his process.

[vidyarp]

Thank you baba for everything. When all the chips are down, when the sould feels defeated and nothing seems to work, you give us the much needed break. You do work in mysterious ways baba. Thank you a million times.
On the same note - i feel gratitude for the next steps. I can see that happening too with your blessings.

Baba...please help M uncle. he is suffering from cancer. I dont want him to go through the pain that amma went through. Please take care of him
Bless my boys...u know...the dogs. They are the love of my life