Dear nimmiji,
OM SAIRAM
I dont know much about you as i am new to this forum but i have always been reading your post.I am sure Baba will definately help you."Baba ke ghar main der hain,andher nahin" and as we read in many books "If I answer your prayer at once, it is because I am testing your faith. If I did not answer your prayer at once, it is because I am testing your patience. If I did not answer your prayer at all it is because I have a better plan for you".So i am sure Baba has some plans for you.
JAI SAI RAM.