Baba please help us with what ever is the best for both of us.
Om Sai Ram
Baba I have been writing this prayer everyday since last 2 years with the hope that smthg will happen.Shruti.Sriram, I had the same feelings too, exactly like your. As mentioned by you, you did everything for 2 yrs. That is why you did it-- Gods will. Now he wants you to stand up by yourself and see the difference. I'm not a pundit etc etc, but what I learned from Sai Baba is Surbi - Patience. Do your puja's etc without expecting results. And then when you get results, You will feel like you are on top of the world. Surbi- Patience, Patience & Patience.
May be i need to keep some more patience. but abhi i am done. I did sai guruvar fasts. i read ssc so many times. abhi bas ho gaya. what ever has po happen in life will happen . what is the use of me doing smthg with the hope that may be if i do this lats time, God will help. some miracle will happen. kuch nahi hota.
bas ho gaya abhi. I wont write the prayers from now onwards.OmSaiRam