Be with us Baba. If this is supposed to be spiritual growth Anupamji, am glad God chose it for me. But I never wanted to... I mean... I am just a normal girl... who wishes to be with the one whos the world to her... wishes to have a family... a happy family. A stupid, dumb ultra modern girl who has made many mistakes in life, trusted and been with all the wrong people... over ambitious, obsessed with her own dreams selfishly. I am still the same old girl. I always used to tell the one I love... I understand praying is important, but I've not come here to be a saint. I will pray. But I equally wish to enjoy life. Every bit... n do all the good I can, the way I can. I am still the same girl. I don't wish to conqure the world anymore. I just need my love, my relationships back. I don't even want myself back. I've forgotten that old me. I just need my love and relationships back... and very selfishly need it. As a human, will do all in my capacity to do good deeds. But I need my love and relationships back and I need them to be happy...very happy. & at peace. Dad always tells me... God is within you. Pray to the God within. He will listen to you always. Just need this one thing from You God. Promise apart from that don't need anything in life. I promise to do my best to be a better person. Give me strength, give me hope... Your power, Your strength, Your love, Your courage... YOUR light. Show me the way Baba. You know God, since 2years I have spoken to no one but You. I need You. Give me strength. Really need You.
Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram,
Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram,
Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram, Om Sai Ram,
Om Sai Ram