What is Sai wanting to tell me ??

[Kavish]

Whenever in life I have gone for any important mission, or whenever I have felt depressed, disheartened, hopeless....I have seen Sai appear in front of me in various forms.
 Sometimes I see his photograph on all possible vehicles on the road, shops, signboards etc. Or I just see his name written somewhere like - 'Sai shradda', 'Shraddha saburi', 'Sai ashirwad', 'Sai Prerna', 'Om Sai', 'Sai Ram', 'Sai Bhairavnath', 'Shree Sai', 'Sai milan' etc.
At times, I suddenly come across HIS palkhi, proceeding towards Shirdi. And I run to donate whatever I can to the Palkhi.

I have always taken Sai's miraculous appearance, as a way of showing me that HE is with me in either making me successful in my mission, or to help me come out of the problems in life.

For the past 1.5 yrs, I am going thru the most difficult phase of my personal life. Problems just dont seem to get sorted out and issues are getting entangled more and more. But Saibaba has been appearing as usual in various forms, each day.
This time however, I'm unable to understand what is Sai trying to tell me. If HE wants to say that HE is with me, then why is HE taking so long to answer my prayers and help ?  I do't remember doing anything wrong to anybody in this life. Infact, I have always gone out of my way to help people. Same with my parents. They have always done only good to everyone.
Then why is baba punishing us for our 'GOOD KARMAS?'  i am sure HE has a very good plan for me, but why is HE is taking so long to disclose it to me?

Sainath. Help me please.

[vidyarp]

Dear friend...there are many people like you who have the same questions for baba. I too ask him the same thing - why is it taking so long for him to heal me....when he knows that i have not harmed anyone. But i guess baba works in his own mysterious ways...he is waiting for you to learn something from this adverse situation. he wants u to become a tougher and a better human being. And once u learn that, baba will do whatever is required to help u....
So just have faith and hang in there....Gods delays are not Gods denials.

[Kirti1]

OM SAI RAM

Dear Kavish,

Do you know how much heat and beating a molten metal has to bear before it becomes gold?
Do you know how the strong the diamond is even though it looks the most delicate??
Do you know how much earth people are digging deep to get to the finest diamonds??
Why are they found only in coal mines? why not elsewhere??

Nobody wants to know all that. they just want to know the face value.
But only the creator knows the true value of such metals and rocks and stones. That's what they are basically.

Everyone of us has to burn in the furnace of "karmayog".
Yes you have been a good person in this life. But what about your previous lives?
You cant's go scott free of that. You have to pay, just like everybody else.
So chant Baba's name and just cruise through this bad phase.

Dont stagnate your life on the platform of happiness. Take a trip to the destination of pain and sorrow, so that you always know the value of happiness. Because if Life is a Journey, and make Baba your porter.

Baba Bless....