Niluji what a nice story posted, showing how to convert ones pain into a shinning situation, like that oyster. I pray to lord SHREE SAI BABA to comfort you with peace and tranquil. In fact I too was going to adopt the style of adwaitaji and was about to post “Niluji where are you?”
On second thought, I remembered that you get busy with your semesters as you said last year.
Whenever I feel that I am sad I immediately start saying in my heart to SHREE SAI BABA, BABA I am not feeling well, my sadness is troubling me, I need your support. In my language I say, BABA mujhay bohot taqlif ho rahi hai, mera dukh mujhay satah raha hai, mujhay aap kay saharay ki zaroorat hai.
On continuous repeating the above mentioned sentence by concentrating SAI BABA’s image in mind and heart, after 5 / 10 minutes my atmosphere changes in such a way that I forget my sad feelings. I enter in different situation and scene changes. I repeat this procedure whenever I feel sad.
I read one sentence which I would like to share here. “When God decides of your birth he gives you a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's the only thing you are sure to keep for the rest of your life. “
It is our deeds of past life that gives us happiness and sadness, we cannot escape from it, but we are just lucky that we have SHREE SAI BABA to comfort us during our sad feelings.
There is one incident written in Shree SAI Satcharitra on past life effects resulting in pain, sickness which was taken out by BABA whereas the bearer of the pain wanted to die because he could not bear the pain.
Dr. Pillay
One Dr. Pillay was an intimate Bhakta of Baba. He was much liked by Baba, Who always called him Bhau (brother). Baba talked with him off and on and consulted him in all matters and wanted him always at His side. This Pillay suffered once very badly from guinea-worms. He said to Kakasaheb Dixit, "The pain is most excruciating and unbearable. I prefer death to it. This pain, I know, is for repaying past Karma, but go to Baba and tell Him to stop the pain and transfer the working of my past Karma to ten future births of mine." Mr. Dixit went to Baba and told Him his request. Then Baba, being moved by his request, said to Dixit,"Tell him to be fearless. Why should he suffer for ten births? In ten days he can work out the sufferings and consequences of his past Karma. While I am here to give him temporal and spiritual welfare, why should he pray for death? Bring him here on somebody's back and let us work and finish his sufferings once for all".
The doctor was brought in that condition and was seated on Baba's right side,where Fakir Baba always sat. Baba gave him His bolster and said,"Lie calmly here and be at ease. The true remedy is, that the result of past actions has to be suffered and got over. Our Karma is the cause of our happiness and sorrow; therefore put up with whatever comes to you. Allah (God) is the sole Dispenser and Protector, always think of Him. He will take care of you. Surrender to His feet with body, mind, wealth and speech, i.e. completely and then see what He does." Dr. Pillay said in return that Nanasaheb had put a bandage over the leg, but he found no relief. "Nana is a fool" replied Baba. "Take off that bandage or else you will die. Now a crow will come and peck you, and then you will recover."
While this conversation was going on, one Abdul, who always cleaned the Masjid and trimmed the lamps, turned up. While he was attending to his work of training, his foot accidentally fell upon the stretched leg of Dr. Pillay. The leg was already swollen and when Abdul's foot fell upon it and pressed it, all the seven guinea-worms were squeezed out at once. The pain was unbearable and Dr. Pillay bawled out loudly. After some time, he calmed down and began to sing and cry alternately. Then Pillay enquired when the crow was coming and peeking. Baba said, "Did you not see the crow? He won't come again. Abdul was the crow. Now go and rest yourself in the Wada and you will be soon allright."
Allah Malik