BABA,
During these days, I am suffering from health problem. Due to acute gastric problem I am not taking food properly and also feeling weak. BABA, when my pian is unbearable that time only I cry in front of you and say ' I do not have strength now to bear the pain. ' BABA I never ask you to cure me. But you know every thing. How long I will have to suffer ? One request to you BABA. Mujhe apne pas bulalo. I do not want to live like this. Agar body is layak nahin rahe, ki main kisika kuchh kar sakun, to phir ye body ka kya jaroorat ? BABA, since two month, I am taking medicine. Now I will not take medicine further. I am also not bothered what will happen to me. BABA, if you are not with me, if you do not love me, then there is no use of this life.
BABA, kab tak sahan karoon ?
I want your answer immediately.
How can you see my suffering like this ? and how long ?
Pl answer me.
Please BABA. Please.