How does Sai make his presence felt?

[vishwanath69]

 My dear fellow Sai devotees,
I am sure that for perhaps even a nanosecond you may have felt a little doubt....I have had several such moments.
I have come to realize that our blessed Guru Sainatha is always there with us,for us and constantly protecting us. This is only because when I initially started in praying to Sai several years ago my father suddenly died of a rare brain tumour.I was so confused that I stopped my prayers altogether. Suddenly approximately an year ago someone presented me with Shiri Sai Satcharitra and then I chanced upon Gurucharitra and even to date I just keep at it,and with every moment of thinking of Sai my belief strengthens.Not that I am infallible,,,I get angry,get into unwanted discussions worry about the future and my sins of the past.I relenquish my everything to Sainatha and whilst listening to others talk about their devotion etc.. start feeling peaceful.Oh yes sai is here and he has dragged me back into his fold, I hope I only increase my devotion and get rid of my ego completely. I firmly believe Sai, my Sadguru will help me.