DIFFICULT TIMES..

[bohemianbab]

Dearest Baba,

Amidst tears,with a heart full of thousands of emotions and painful feelings,the mind questions..'what is the true meaning and purpose of life?''

At this point of time,a lot is being put at stake..education,values,principles  and the chosen path..Baba,only convey what SHOULD be conveyed using me,Please convey GOOD things,good example .IN my consciousness,my form has used the voice and eyes and ears to go towards what appeared positive,good and constructive,I chose to listen to inner voice which was YOU as i felt  I RECOGNISED you ..and made certain important deciosions in life.At every step,even though there were hurdles,still, i chose that path with thorns because i FELT you were always guiding me.Baba,today I am standing at a spot,where suddenly a dark hole has appeared in front of me,and suddenly,iamfeeling alone-as if you have gone away for some more important task.Baba,I cannot see any path in front of me and anyone who saw me walk on this thorny path ,is questioning me..Was i wrong in listening to YOU? was it not YOUR voice that was coming from within me baba?Have i been cheated by my own illusions?What is the Real you then?Where are you?How do i know if the    voices in hear in quietness,is you or some maya/evil or deceptive sound?

Baba,all i know is ,that a BIG example will be set .whatever education,beliefs and values I have followed,will be proven wrong and absolutely vague.Baba ,sometimes,i wonder...why did i not chose to be likethis world full of deceit,manipulations and practicality.why was i always inclined towards satvik sanghas?why i chose to read scriptures or books related to your world and nature ...why could i not chose just to hv alcohol ,drugs and parties only?

How important it is to die with a feeling of satisfaction and bliss baba.many times, i felt yes,I am ready at any moment..let death come and i will go with a smile.But today,I feel i have not accomplished a single purpose that i was sent for.Today ,i feel I have been a total failure.
When will the new day arise?when will YOU come and TALK with me to my hearts content?Baba,am i so miserable that you dont even wish to see me?You come suddenly ,to somany seekers baba..where am i standing in the queue baba?my tears are not the ones which i want..they have acid in them baba....and u made me know the difference....i know which kind of tears flow when YOU are around baba.I know that feeling of Rapture,bliss,Purity and today,the situation has become very crucial.Baba,please intervene.Please show me the path,please send me some thoughts of wisdom..please help me open my eyes and ears.

I wish to live every moment with dignity and grace baba.not like an emotional wreck.I donot chose to live like this. Life is too short baba.Every moment is precious.Why should it be wasted away on counting the thorns?Baba,please help me see the little miniature flowers..i wish to notice them in the dark hole..i wait to be able to see and show others so that everyone can smile and feel encouraged to move forward..Baba,please please please help....like a lightening ,shed some sudden power..which will illuminate the dark hole and everyone can see ,that this Hole is NOT  hole,IT is a Beautiful valley of exotic,multicoloured ,diverse flowers and trees..breathtaking scenery....pleasant breeze..tall swaying  climbers,fluttering butterflies..

Oh baba,you are my only hope.You are my only destination .I came from YOU and will merge into YOU when i leave this form.Please help me fulfil th duties which you have sent me for ,on this planet.

Universe,energy,nature...God...please bring out the latent potential which ihave been sent with,please helpme take right decisions,please guide me by sending correct thoughts,please guide me to handle this life and the situation i am in,so that ONE DAY it can be proved that This was someone who lived by truth,devotion,compassion,joy and inner bliss..and this is the result of life thus led.I donot want any praises formy name baba.I want YOUR name to be chanted.I want the power of universe and nature to be belived..i want 'cause'and 'effect'theory to be proved within THIS lifetime baba.My past karmas are not letting me move towards the goal baba,can something be done?please fogive me for whatever was there in my past and also forgive me for whatever i may hv done in present form as well .Being a human ,i cannot claim 100% innocence.I killed some moquitoes after getting bitten many many times baba,and forgiving them many times too,and a stage came when i followed what others follow..kill them who hurt you if u dnot hv other means of taking precaution..this is a smallexample baba.You know it all baba, do i have to tell u anything at all?at every point,you have watched me.
Baba ,i hope this is the final test.I am not giving up baba.I will not harm my life.
I will wait for YOU and SEEK YOU at every moment.

Om Sai Om Sai Om Sai OM Sai
Om Sai OM Sai OM Sai Om Sai
OmSai OM Sai OM SaiOM Sai
Om Sai OM Sai OM Sa OM Sai
Om Sai OM Sai Om SaiOM Sai
Om Sai OM Sai OM SaiOM Sai
Om Sai OM Sai OM Sai OM Sai
Om Sai Om Sai Om Sai Om Sai
Om Sai Om Sai Om SaiOm sai
Om Sai Om Sai Om SaiOm Sai

babita

[Kavitaparna]

OM SRI SAI RAM

BABA ! LISTEN TO THE PRAYERS OF YOUR CHILD

I FEEL THEY ARE NOT PRAYERS.....THEY ARE THE CRIES OF A SOFT HEART....THE SCREAMS OF A HURT HEART....BABA PLEASE APPLY YOUR UDI WITH YOUR OWN HANDS FOR A PROPER HEALING

SHOW HER THE WAY
SHOW HER THE PATH
HER PATH..THE PROPER PATH
FOR SHE IS DEPENDENT ON YOU ALL ALONG AND WILL CONTINUE TO....BE....

PL SHOWER MERCY ON BABITA

OM SAI OM SAI OM SAI

[Ramesh Ramnani]

जय सांई राम।।।

ग़म की अन्धेरी रात में दिल को न यूँ बेकरार कर......सुबह जरुर आएगी सुबह का इन्तज़ार कर।

अपना सांई सबसे प्यारा, सबसे न्यारा अपना सांई

ॐ सांई राम।।।

[Kavitaparna]

OM SRI SAI RAM

BABA! IS ANDHERI RAAT SE BAHUT DAR LAG RAHA HAI

IS KA LAMBAII HAMEN SEH NAHI JAATA

BADI INTZAAR KIYA THA US SUBAH KE RAAH DEKHTE DEKHTE

BAHUT THAK GAYE HAI HUM  KI AUR INTZAAR KERNA MUSHKIL HAI

COME INTO OUR LIVES
LIKE A RISING SUN 
KILLING THE DARK NIGHT
PLEASE SHOW US THE LIGHT

[OmSaiRamNowOn]

SaiRam Dear Babita ji,

The more Baba Sai loves you..the more he wants you to come closer to him..the more he sends all sorts of tests to you( which seem sufferings to us)....to purify you and season you..to come closer to HIM.

Lord Chaitanya in fervour of his love for God expressed: “My Lord, I shall not leave your feet even if you hit me with your leg and ask me to get away.”

Why does God behave this way? Naturally he tests the genuineness of our love towards Him. If there is any trace of worldly desires, one can’t attract God in one’s heart permanently. Many so-called devotees turned away when they found that God didn’t fulfill a particular desire or they lost some thing grossly. They not only turned away, but cursed Him too. It is only when such a person realizes later that whatever happened was for his own good that a strong relationship with God develops. On the other hand, all worldly achievements bring an attachment, develop fear in retaining, and cause repentance on losing.

Hence, God doesn’t test us, but He fosters the true spirit of love in our hearts. And if amidst all duties and responsibilities if we can realize that divine love and don't give up..we are in bliss.

May you feel his presence and love always dear sister. Sai bless you.