OM SAI SHRI SAI JAI JAI SAI
OM SAI SHRI SAI JAI JAI SAI
OM SAI SHRI SAI JAI JAI SAI
OM SAI SHRI SAI JAI JAI SAI
OM SAI SHRI SAI JAI JAI SAI
Dear SAI DEVOTEES,
Today when i entered the online SAI MANDIR and came to know of the greatest loss of Kavitaji i became very sad.I personally donot know her but have always read her beautiful thoughtful messages.As i continued reading messages from other SAI BANDHUS asking SAINATH to give her family the strength to bear the loss and come out of the grief and that SHRI SAI should help her - i started getting angry on SHRI SAI. I thought in my mind when SHRI SAI could not save his devotee's child what else can he do.Why should we waste our time in praying? when everthing is destined why all this SHRADDHA and SABHURI.And i thought in my mind that from today i will stop doing pooja to SHRI SAI.Actually i had decided that i will start the SAISATCHRITHA PARAYANA from today.After reading all this i thought no more parayana no more prayers.
Then i proceeded to my mail box to read today's mail ----And today being thursday i get the subscribed copy of SAI VICHAAR.I only read other mails.Then i thought let me read SAI VICHAAR also since it has been posted.And when i was reading the DEVOTEES EXPERIENCE COLUMN WHAT DO I READ -- A DEVOTEE BY NAME RAJESH WRITES HIS EXPERIENCE THUS
Rajesh
This is my 3rd posting in this Newsletter. The 1st one was posted on 4th August 2005, when I went to Baba after loosing everything (we lost our beloved daughter who was 12 years of age) with a hope that Baba will show us the path. This was the test of our "Faith". The 2nd one was posted on 6th July 2006 when by Baba's grace my wife conceived once again (after a gap of 14 years), and was going through the very tough and difficult pregnancy phase due to many pregnancy related complications. This was probably the test of our "Patience". And now the 3rd one, the time for "Baba's gift", my lovely son Somaditya, who by Baba's grace was born on 30th September 2006 the day of "Ashtami" (the eighth day of Durga Puja considered very auspicious).
I had mentioned in my 1st posting that we were trying to bring our daughter back and here is Somaditya with the similar "birth marks" which my daughter bore. The doctor had predicted the same due(birth) date i.e. 2nd October for Somaditya, which was also my daughter's birthday, however he was born two days earlier. But the time was again during Durga puja. My daughter was born on "Shashthi" (the 6th day of Durga Puja), whereas Somaditya was born on "Ashtami" (the 8th day of Durga Puja). So as per Hindu calendar he is born two days later whereas based on English calendar he was two days earlier, that means the net, he was born on the same date with similar birthmarks which means my daughter was back! This is just a miracle made possible by "The Almighty", "The Humble" and "The Merciful" Baba.
AFTER READING THIS I FELT LIKE CRYING.AGAIN SAIBABA CAME TO MY RESCUE --- BY THIS EXPERIENCE HE WANTS TO TELL US OR RATHER PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO KEEP LOSING THEIR FAITH TO CONTINUE HAVING FAITH IN HIM.SO I FELT LITTLE RELIEVED .I NOW DEFINITELY FEEL HE WILL SHOW A WAY FOR OUR KAVITAJI.JUST LET SHE HAVE FAITH IN SADGURU SAIBABA.I FEEL HE IS TESTING HER SINCE SHE IS A FAVOURITE DEVOTEE OF SAIBABA.I KNOW IT IS NOT THAT SIMPLE.BUT AS SAIBABA SAYS HAVE SHRADDHA AND SABURI - HE WILL FERRY US ACROSS THIS OCEAN OF WORDLY EXISTENCE.I DONOT KNOW HOW SHRI SAI WILL HELP KAVITAJI BUT I AM 100% SURE NOW SHRI SAI WILL DEFINITELY MAKE HER HAPPY.
AGAIN SAI I WANT TO BEG TO GIVE STRENGTH TO YOUR DEVOTEE KAVITAJI AND HER HUSBAND