Om Sai Ram
My buaji ( Father's sister ) is a very old devotee of Sai Baba. SaiNaath blessed her with a boy. When we were young we heard the reference of Sai Baba from her many times but never paid any attention. The time passed, I finished my post graduation and was doing my Industrial training when I came to know about Sai SatCharitra.
One of my Aunt told me that whoever finishes this SaiCharitra in one week, Baba surely grants the devotee's wish. I was badly searching for a good job, that was a very difficult phase of my life. The idea of getting the wish fulfilled by Baba gave me a new ray of hope.
I started my first 'Parayana' and by Baba's grace finished that successfully. I gave interview and I failed, I again appeared and failed. All my hopes were dying and I got a chance for an interview in a very famous MNC. I wasn't confident and with a very dejected feeling in my mind I went for the interview. I was thinking when I was not able to make it even for small level companies how can I get selected in this one.
Well, I got the job. And then I understand the reason behind the rejection in previous job interviews. Baba was searching the best job for me. The platform which I got was the best to start career with.
One day my sister saw Baba in dream. The very next day she called me up and said, "Baba came in dream and HE took you and me out of lot of other people and said these two kids are very lucky". Hearing this, I was in tears and my devotion in Sainaath increased manifolds.
If I try to remember the events Sainaath has helped me then I have to remember the details of almost everyday. Slowly, I became completely dependent upon my Gurudeva. I realized that there is nothing possible without Guru's grace. What ever I have got today is only by the grace of my Sai. Be it a professional requirement, be it a personal, or economical, or even a small day-to-day task, my Deva has never disappointed me. I would like to narrate a very small day-to-day event. I was going to Hyderabad and the keys of my suitcase were missing. My fiancee asked me over the phone,"Now how you are going to do your packing, who will search the keys for you?". On this I replied," My Allah(Sai)". She said,"Your Allah even searches the keys for you". My reply was affirmative. After putting down the phone, a place came to my mind, I looked there and got my keys lying inside a bag.
It might look like a very ordinary event on the first hand view, but look deeply into what it says. SaiNaath loves us so much that he will do anything for us. The only thing he want from our side is trust in him. He gave me key of trusting Guru with this little 'Key Leela'.
Sometimes I get angry with him, sometimes I look at him, sometimes I read about him. He always looks at me, saves me from every difficulty; gives me what I ask for, no matter whether that is there in my Prarabdha or not; He loves me immensely and I love him too. He is my Shiva, my Guru, my Sai.