Dear SAI brothers and Sisters,
thanks for this Forum where people can read how BABA pulled his "sparrows" which increase our faith.
SAI fame is spreading by leaps and bounds everyday. This can be vouched by the growing number of SAI temples/centres/websites all over the world.
I came into "SAI fold " during 1998. That was time when i had completed by B tech and aspiring to go to USA for masters. SAI was unknown to me back then though my grandfather was a sai devotee. Basically I am from chennai and stay in a place called mylapore which has a BABA temple vey close to my house. But back then i was not familiar and used to pas by the temple but not care much for BABA. Then in 1999, when i had to get my visa for coming to USA, the day before the interview i went to SAI temple since it was close by and i thought why not just go for formaility and pray. I did that and went for my interview. ALAS! my visa was rejected and i was very depressed.
I started bad mouthing all gods including BABA for not granting me visa and for spoiling my life . But Deva's ways are unfathomable and i was to realise it was part of bigger plan.
I was actually undergoing 71/2 period of saturn and was getting disaster and failures in all aspect of my career . So with anger i was an "athesit" for a short while
slowly i realised even being "atheist" does not help as i was in crisis and did not have job with all hopes dashed. I was ridiculed by all my ralatives and my parents underwent so much mental tension as their son is unsettled and without any job. I wanted to occuopy the free time with spuiritual acftivities and started reading slokas/doing prayer with more vigor in hope of miracle which will get my visa to US or get me a job in india.everyday i used to spend so much time in meditation, chanting gods name and started being regular visitor to BABA temple near my home.
during my seconfd trip to temple, after darshan i decided to visit SAI bookstore next to temple with hope of buying some photographs.
I suddenly saw a red book decorated with chandan,kumkum and i asked about it. The shopkeeper said it is "satcharitra'" .I asked about the book but he said they are out of stock and sritten to sansthan to ship some more books. I again chided BABA for not allowing me to get hold of his book especially after creating interest.
Suddenly a fair Man aged 30 entered the store and smiled about me and asked about my welfare. I casually explained about my disater with US visa and how I am lost in life.
He said "no matter what Hold on to BABA and he will overturn your luck. Start reading satcharitra dn BABA will bless you."
somehow his words comforted me . Not only that he pointed to samadhi photo of SAI and said "look how handsome BABA is. he is hearing and watching you now" don't worry.
These words soothed me and i was waiting to grab a copy of satcharitra and told shopkeeper to reserve a copy. The next day, i visited another music and magazine shop to buy some magazines
and LO!the shopekeeper of that store was reading satcharitra sitting on his desk. Immedietly i asked from where he got and if he has a copy.
he said"you can buy my copy . I have another one"
This was BABA's miracle in blessing me with book when i wanted it.I started reading book and on 7th day in sleep satya sai baba appeared and blessed me raising his hands.I was overjoyed.
Needless to say those were starting point of my faith and BABA made me wait 1 year before granting me Visa again. In that one year he gave so much experiences and increased my faith. Thinking back i realise i was sparrow who had to undergo those experiences. If i had gotten my visa first time itself, I would have come to US but still would not have known BABA so deeply. But when i came in 1999, i was so deep into SAI. Even now troubles do occur but SAI is supporting me and has helped me to finish my masters and also find work in USA.
my next goal is to find ideal wife(SAI devotee) who is gift from Deva .
I also want to return back to India and lead simple life with a decent job and good wife in service of SAI and humanity .I hope BABA will fulfill these wishes.
I request all sai Brothers and sisters to pray for me.
PS: i am also looking for original SSS translated into english word by word(already written by ZARINE and Indira kher). BABA willing that book should be soon in stands .This way BABA will fulfill wants of all aspirants.
OM SAI SRI SAI JAYA JAYA SAI
Ambrish