If you read SSC and Other Sai’s leelas it should be clear that many times Sai has not given Affirmative Answers to devotees request immedietly!
He Set Tatya’s Turban on Fire, He sometimes used to widly abuse at the gatherings, he initially asked Megha to get out of the Masjid. But if you observe carefully, such ppl were very close to him. He extended Tatya’s life, He cried in Megha’ funeral.
Allow the Master to bless you at the time of his choice. Acceptance of your situation as it is (Saburi) will fetch you to your goal. You are sure to reap rich rewards.
You are probably scared because you wonder that Sai has not accepted you. Just be reminded of Sai's Words "I bring my men from longdistance under many pleas. I seek them and bring them to me. They do notcome of their own accord. I draw them to me".
You have not become a devotee on your own will so shun thoughts of non-acceptance, Fear or Rejection by Sai and continue to pray him with faith and Patience. Probably Sai wants you learn it practically by this incident.