sairamji,
happy to hear from u.Evrytime i went to shirdi i was given lot of love and smiles from baba this time i hade quite a differnet experience many lessons to learn many zones where i have to improve on the path of bakthi.While my journey i met a sai devotee in my compartment we were talking abt baba and one thing he said"friend i dont know wats difficulty is bcos baba is with us always".Plz think over this how much meaning this has the man whom i met is so much confident on baba so where do we stand on the path of shradda like him? this sentence was my firts eye-opening towards bakthi.
On 23rd night i stayed with baba i dwrakamai all night i had a golden oppurtunity to chat with some sanyasi"s there who were there for baba leaving the rest of th world.As we were having our tea and talking one of them started telling "bro baba is very tough while teaching us thogh i have left all the worldly attachment and came to see baba he has never showed himself to me he sometimes tells me to wait in dwarakamai i have spent nearly 5yrs here still trying to see him but can feel him"and he added "wen we who have left world could not see him can ordinary plp seee him"i dont agree this to a extent).Every morning till night i call baba as a pa ma sis bro and my friend i fear if my way of bakthi is wrong bcos baba also desires bakthi which i practise means i am very infromal towards him.
by babas wish i had a visit to shanishingapur,mukthidham temple,kalaram mandir,nasik,panchavati,seeta gufha and trayambakeshwar temple.The car in which i was travelling had a very good driver and by babas blessngs he had a very good collection of baba bhajans indeed it was a pleasent day to travel alone with baba his bhajans and mother nature at its best.so wen coming from there i prayed baba"plz improve my devotion to u and call me next time so that i can feel u more and more.Hope so sis i will improve on this front.
saibhalakare
Topic: my shirdi trip (Read 2380 times)