Om Sai Ram Sushji.
Baba has every right to complain. because, he himself said, "Is there any one, who will serve me as i served my Guru".
In other words, the Guru has the power to raise anyone to the Level of God. But generally we find that people have other "interests" in life & so not that level of surrender.
But i think, you are not of that kind. So please keep up the Good work & post more of your dreams & leelas. May Baba bless u with more & more devotion.
Om Sai Ram