aag bhi dekhi aur dhuaan bhi, 15 mins. back
ho gaya, aap sab sahi thai aur me galat.
sai baba ne muje achhe se yaad dila diya ki what exactly i did wrong cause of which i got mad.
i agree with all of you and thank you all for helping for 2 days to finally figure out whats wrong.
par pata hai, i hv already done a big damage which probably can never be repaired. shayad sai baba ab muje us baare me koi help nahi karenge, par fir bhi main unhe es baat ki fariyaad nahi karunga kyu ki wo meri hi galtiyon ka natizaa hai.
abhi mere ghar ke bahar joro se baarish shuru ho gai, lag raha hai jaise sai bhi ab kahe rahe hai ki haan dekha pata chal gaya na ki what you have lost.
here is my story, i am not telling exactly what it is be trying to put it so it can be a good example. actually about 2 months back sai baba ne muje ek bahot hi sweet gulab jaamoon dia prasad me, i always prayed him for that for many years, and finally he gave it to me. par na use paane ke baad maine thik se sai baba ka dyan nahi dia to 2 week pahele wo gulab jamoon muj se almost chhin gaya tha, lekin fir sai baba ne warning di ki ab na bhulna muje aur jo mila hai uske liye mera sukriya jaroor ada kar na, par maine nahi kia. jab last time shirdi gaya tha tab bhi shayad un ka thik se dhanyawaad nahi kia, paalkhi dekh raha tha lekin man hi man me kahi sai baba ke prati wo astha nahi thi.
finally unhone wo sweet gulab jaamoon mujse waapas chhin liya, soch raha tha ki kyu hua aisa par ab pata chal gaya ki unhone ne to muje saari mithaiyon ke dher me se sab se achhi wali mithai di thi, ek warning bhi di fir bhi me nahi sudhara aur finally ye saja de di.
sach me yahi kahani hai. bas ho gaya ahesaas ki kya galat hua hai. are meri haalat ye hai ki ab sai baba se wapas us mithai ko mang bhi nahi sakta, unhon ne usse mere haath me se chhin ke wapas rakh di apni jagah, aur kahe rahe hai dekh abhi main nahi dene wala tuje, jo karna hai kar.
bas aur kya, but ill pray him, will try to pray him as truely as possible, and as all of you said, shaayad unhe muje par taras aa jae aur wahi muje lauta de jo unhone dia tha. u know he might give me something else par na phir uss me wo baat nahi hogi, kyu ki iska matlab hai ki main thik tarah se unka man fir se nahi jeet paya.
lets see, kya pata unke man me kya hai, bas now i pray him to forgive me for my deeds in past couple of weeks, aur yahi dua karta hu ki wo mere es chhote samay ko jaldi ignore kare jis me maine unka apmaan kia, aur meri uss bhakti ko dekhe jo maine kai barson se ki hai.
muje es baat par se sai satcharitra ki ek baat yaad aati hai, naam to muje nahi yaad kisi ke, coconut ki wo kahani hai, ek bhakt sai baba ke liye dusare ke haatho coconut bhijwata hai par wo dusara bhakta use raste me kha leta hai, aur shirdi pahonch ne ke baad jab sai baba usse mangte hai to kaheta hai ki wo dusara le ke de dega, lekin sai baba kahete hai ki usme wo baat nahi ho sakti jo pahele wale me thi. aur baba ne usse maaf kar dia.
bas mera bhi kuch aisa hai, sai baba ne coconut dia, main ne nahi khaaya abhi, aur galti kar baitha, baba ne usse wapas le liye aur rakh dia hai apne paas. mere maafi mangne se shayad wo phighal jaae aur muje dusara coconut de denge par fir wo baat kahan jo unhon ne pahele wala dia tha prasaad ke rup me.