Since last three years I forget that any other god is in exist accept sai. Every small and big things I was doing remembering him and thinks that this is sai's wish, Every year visited shirdi as his call, This year I came on dec10th 2009, since then I am jobless, today is 30th march, Whatever I had in last 15 years service I lost in three years with the believe of sai's wish.
Now I am loosing patience and want to forget sai but it will take time.
Regards