Baba...to me u have been there alwaz..even wen i prayed to shiv shambhu and even now..wen i gt intorduced to u..i still pary to the shiv lingam and to u baba..and somehow i feel that u and shiv shambhu together make my life easier...proab shiv shambhu wanted me to be closer to his human form...
there have been so many problems in my life till date..each time..that i have gone low..i have blamed u..shiv shambhu for making things miserable for me..however..it iws only now..after years and years of suffering in pain..i have realised dat everything u do..there is a reason in it..for meri bhalai...u know..u have been letting friends,people, famliy come into my life at different stages..only to make me realise..wat iam..wat i have become..and wat i cud be..
so..here is wat i beleive now..there is nothing absolutely nothing in this life that happens without a reason and life aorund u is a reflection of ur own actions..so in case it is bad..think thru..u must have done something to deserve it..and truely speaking even the smallest unintensional amount of hurt that u put on others..may lead u to be miserable...however..baba..wants this to happen..so that u realise..u look around..into urself and realise...that with u having seen wat was required to ,realising,aplogising to people who u hurt..and taking responsibility for ur actions...life would only be better.....
thank u baba..fr making me realise this...fr coming into my life thru sombdy or the other to tell me this reality of life...now i believ that i can make my life happen...with u alwaz around!!
love u baba
and wenever i m low..just be there to remind me this fact of life!! thank u!!